Spider-man one-shots

The taste of guilt [V!Peter Angst]

>First time trying angst people, sorry if it isn't as good as y'all hoped. Anyways, let's get to it. Also, this is a villain Peter au, who basically murdered and failed many people he loves or hates. He then turned emo cuz of his actions in killing people, then this happened. Ya, that's what's happening rn.

After Tony's death, his final kill.
Peter didn't have anyone else he truly respected in life.
He realized, the people he failed, murdered.
They were all probably watching with glee as he breaks himself apart.
He soon commits suicide, hoping for the taste of sweet release.
He knew what he has done was unchangeable.
The people he truly hated and loved, were now just a memory of his.
He had no more to live for.
He was alone.
Feeling lonely, ashamed, and depressed.
He committed Suicide.

He opened his eyes to a beautiful haven of white.
Yet the souls he had murdered and failed were there.
Glaring at him with disappointment.
The angels of the gates shallowly forced him to live in a world with no hope.
He wasn't the protagonist, he was the antagonist
He realized that this was his life now.
And for his final wish, he decided to go back down to earth, to the building where he met his beloved family, the place where his best memories stood at play;
Avengers Tower.
Where he made many memories, impacting his vengeful flashbacks of pain. 
And he still remembers.
The memories.
The times when life was good.
Where he had friends.
When had this all gone wrong?
His choices, actions.
all turned against him, making him suffer with guilt.
Yet his choice of game called life and death.
He still hoped for death.
Just for all this to end.
The suffering he once got through
Yet he woke up.
Surely, it was just a dream?
But once he looked down.
His mind continued racing, trudging the edges of reality together
This was life, death was a climax that will not have a solution.
But again, blood was spilled everywhere.
He was finally truly dead.
As everything fades away into the darkness of the black void

A room, truly devoid of color, lifeless.


Now...



As he rots away

Slowly..




And slowly...



...

Until all that was left, was not a single sign of hope.


...

He had finally given up.