pavitr prabhakar x reader

week before

"okay now Loverboy, prom is in a week, what are we wearing? You've been saying you have it all planned out, but i swear if you make me wear a lehenga-" i told him

"I'm not that basic... I wouldn't make you wear a lehenga. That'd be so cliche... Haha..." He laughed.

"Pav." I replied.

"Okay but just look at it!" He said.

"I can't believe you're making me wear a lehenga. Even to an Indian wedding i barely wore a suit" i said disappointedly.

(in indian wear, a suit is a mainly gender neutral piece of clothing with a long shirt, which is cut off on the sides after the waist, and is also usually worn with a pair of matching pants)

"Okay I'm sorry i thought it'd be cute!" He said, trying to convince me to wear the lehenga.

"Then I'm gonna pull a cliche too and wear sneakers with it. That cool?" I said, tauntingly.

"Fineee" he said, not buying my bullshit.

It's the day of prom. Finally? Or not. Time seems to go by so fast, it seems like it was just a month ago when that happened. I never told this to anyone, but i think glitching in the spiderverse ruined my power source more.

I just can't stop thinking about how I'm so scared for prom, as if it's like my wedding. Then i thought about my wedding. Who all would even come? Would i invite the Osborn's? After what he did, I'm definitely not inviting Norman. Would it be weird to have the Avengers at the wedding? I know the team would be there, maybe Fury and Coulson would even make a speech. Maya aunty would be there, obviously.

For going with the whole cliche, we don't know enough people for a huge ass indian wedding.

Wait. Did i just say we? I'm thinking of a wedding with a guy i met 5 months ago? I don't even know enough about him, even though i know everything about him, and we know each other's secret identities, i can't help but think he's hiding something from me... Or is that me? How is this relationship going to work out if I feel like i barely know this guy, even though i know almost everything about him?

"Y/N? You're lost in your head again. Are you alright? You've been thinking a lot about something lately" said Pavitr.

"It's nothing" i laugh it off.

It is something. But how do I tell him? What do I tell him? About how came to Manhattan because of him? Or do we go back earlier, fighting the Sinister Four, or how that happened and date it back to the Avengers, getting abandoned at 4 and being taught how to survive on nothing but my wits and instincts? Or do we get to how i was treated at home, or how my parents even had me? My story goes back GENERATIONS. It'll take days before he even starts to understand what happened to me, how i got here, why I'm even here.

"Y/N? It's definitely not nothing, you're lost again." He says, after i once again get lost in my thoughts.

"I swear I'm fine!" I say, a bit aggressively. How do I tell him i think "us" is a bad idea.

How do I tell him about what is waiting for him so soon. He couldn't beat Ock alone, how is he gonna take care of all six? I can't help him out again, and the team died when fighting just four. If Pav dies and I'm once again left, alone, Miguel's gonna bring us back, "because of the canon". I can't risk glitching again , what if this watch doesn't work? What if my power source finally breaks and i die. Who's gonna protect this place? 

"Y/N this is not what being fine means. You're not listening to anything!" He replies aggresively.

"Pav we have to get out of here." I told him sternly.

"Is your Spidey sense tingling? Wait you have Spidey sense? Mine is not working then!" He replied.

"Pav this is not the time for jokes. We have to get to the helicarrier, NOW!" I tell him.

"Alright alright! Wanna brief me on what happened?" He asks.

"I'll explain everything when we reach, it's time you finally learn the real reason I came here." I told him as i wore my suit, the team at SHIELD updated the suit again, hopefully nothing goes wrong, again.

"Alright m'lady" he says as he excuses himself to change into his suit.

I climb onto his back as he webs me towards the helicarrier.

I walk into Fury's office.

"Fury, we have to tell them. It's better they're prepared beforehand. I CANT LOSE THEM AGAIN!" i scold Fury. "Are the others here? We have to send everyone to training. We can't have that scene happen again! This guy couldn't beat Ock alone, there's no chance for these guys without any training! I can't help them out in the field anymore because of this fucking thing!" I continued.

"Hey Y/N wanna give some context about whatever you're saying?" Asks Pav.

"Let the others get here, I'll explain it all at once" replies Fury.

"I think it's best i do it myself. You weren't there when it happened." I told him.

We wait for 5 minutes, until the team finally arrived.

"Hello team. I'm sorry for 'assembling' you at this moment. I think it's time all of you know what happened that I'm so afraid of." I say as i take off my mask.

"Wait webhead knows your identity? Damnit!" Says Nova.

"Nova, now is not the time, but if you must, he's known for like 3 weeks now. We have a much bigger problem to take  care of at this moment. We have to increase how much you guys train each day. You couldn't beat 4, and this guy couldn't even beat 1! You're under prepared for this problem..." I say.