pavitr prabhakar x reader

deja vu

"hey!" Dot dot dot. It felt like deja vu, sending a message to her but rethinking it over and over again until I get the guts to actually send it.

I don't know why I'm so scared of reaching out to her when I'm literally dating her?

Maybe it's the guilt of not talking to her for two weeks, or just, being unsure of where we stand. How does one date another without talking for two weeks? There's so much to catch up on, and usually when stuff like this happens, it just means they broke up, right?

Relationship stuff is exhausting, especially if all four of your relationships end the same, it basically just means that you're the problem.

It's so ironic, the superhero being the villain in relationships. It's not unheard of, sure, since most superhero relationships end because the superhero is too busy superheroeing and the normal person can't help but suspect if the superhero is cheating because how do you expect them to understand that the superhero is a superhero without actually telling them because you're scared that they'll tell the whole world and then your life will be ruined? Or is that just me?

I'm probably just overthinking this, she was in surgery for 2 weeks Pav, are you out of your goddamn mind?

I stare at the text, and i hear a loud thump.

Then a screech, then another thump.

Uh oh, time to superhero this tatti (shit).

It's funny to swear in Hindi, I love this job.

"Relax Pav, it's just me" said a voice which i almost forgot. It was Y/N. She's back! When i needed her most.

"Don't be too happy Loverboy, I just got outta surgery and Fury told me you were missing lil' ol' me. So I'm here!" Said she, i couldn't help but smile until my muscles rip apart, she's finally back.

"OH MY GOS Y/N! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!! OH I HAVE TO CATCH YOU UP ON SO MUCH SHIT! DUDE SO MUCH HAPPENED AND-" before I could continue any further, i was cut of by her.

"I love you." She said, out of nowhere, it was so sudden.

"Where did that just come from-?" I asked, trying not to blush. Clearly she reciprocated my feelings but, it's so sudden!

"I know you went to the Spiderverse, i know you told everyone about how much you loved me, and I just want you to know, I love you too! Yes I do reciprocate your feelings, I may have been gone for two weeks but I do still remember how you think. Because I love you" she said.

Oh i couldn't help but want to kick my feet into the air, it's very unlike me, but I'm an absolute sucker for romance and to have something romantic happen to me? I am starstruck and might possibly just fall down.

"A-awesome!" I stuttered, this is my moment! I'm a very manly man at most times, my friends tell me that I'm literally a Chad, but damn, i was weak in my knees.

Her hair was tied up, however she could, and she was wearing a purple shirt with the Avengers logo on it with a white print, along with some loosely fitted jeans.

She made her way over to me and flicked my hair back with her right hand, then touching my shoulder, "may i?" She asked.

She just did the shoulder tap. Oh my god she just did the shoulder tap. She's been spending time with Miles. I don't know if that's a good thing.

Before I could say anything, she pushed herself back and sat on the windowsill "just bluffing! Sorry! I just wanna hear all about the new missions and stuff!" She said, leaving me heartbroken.

"Oh Loverboy! No no, i mean it all- about the L-word thing, I'm just not at the state for anything else right now, I just came back from surgery y'know! Don't wanna pass any germs off to you-" she said, making me smile a bit.

Before I could say anything, again, she just switched what side she was sitting on, so that her body was facing outside. We didn't really have any railings.

"You know that's a really dangerous position to sit at? You might fall down..." I say, walking up to her.

"OH! Did I tell you about the new tech I got? Tony plugged it into my powersource, so I'm basically like a supersoldier kinda thing with the arc reactor. Makes sense? Okay maybe I'm more basically like if Cap and Tony has a child, which basically and technically I am, although I'm more of an adopted child, but yea? Does that make sense? So what was I saying? Oh yeah! If I fall, I'll actually hover over the ground!" She said.

"I'd rather you not take that chance. You were pretty scared about your life last time I saw you" i said, sitting next to her, but facing the room instead.

"I dunno, I guess I'm fulfilled with life maybe. Got a great boyfriend who I love, saved the world, got a great family, I'm technically rich without even working a 9-5, and now I'm a superhuman who's not gonna die in pain? I think my chances are good, even if I do die, by the most lamest way ever actually, like who dies by sitting on a windowsill, that's silly. Almost as silly as chai tea." She said, after finishing her sentence she smiled for a moment and stared at me, with a glimmer in her eye.

"Maybe I'm alive for you... Or because of you... You're my canon event Prabhakar" she lets out with a slight snicker, which i know is at the Prabhakar part, she seems genuine in her words.

Oh i hate to have to go through with the suicide mission, i still love Uncle, but i can't do his dirty work for him, especially at HYDRA for fucks sake.