"I will create my own plot" system

Chapter 5. 2

"Baby, look your mama just received a big order. Mama is going to work hard and cook for both of us"

Saying that she grabbed the camera and set it on her table. She has been making food videos on internet and surprisingly they are well liked too.

Sadly she wasn't able to earn much money through their but things were still going good for both mother and son.

But for how long after all in the end she is going to abandon me.

But this time I am not going to be hateful or sad. I at least know now that she doesn't hate me. And I have been out in this world. I know its not easy for a lone woman to raise a child.

That's why I won't be sad.

She should leave me find a new family for herself. Find a man who can love her and care for her.

She shouldn't waste her time on me and find someone .

I am glad I get to know what kind of person my mother is. She is awesome and I am glad she is nothing like him.

So this time I will try to lead a happy life.....

"My baby is frowning again. Just like an old man"

At some time she had come out of the kitchen, she took him in her arms and gently poked his forehead.

Feeling something gently hitting his forehead he touched his forehead but as soon as he raised his hands his mother tickled him.

Seeing his giggling appearance his mother laughed alongside him.

He soon got tired and fell asleep.

Seeing the young boy sleeping in her arms she smiled gently and placed him on bed to go back to do her work.

..............

Its been 1 year since I regressed I to be honest have no idea what to do in this life. I don't want my past life to repeat. It wasn't really a very pleasant experience for me.

Revenge, I never thought of it. But against who, thinking about everything at this moment my life was wrong from the very beginning.

I made several mistakes that lead to another mistake seeing things as they are now. I don't know what to do.

In this past year he has been thinking and thinking, about his past, about his future, about his present, about his regression and everything else as well.

I sat down and massaged my feet recently they have been aching quite a lot. Almost all of joints from my body aches a lot. I feel like a old man.

As his body regresses his pain tolerance level becomes 0 too.

Its not just pain tolerance its all the other stuffs too. He can't endure hunger, he can't control his emotions, once he starts speaking he can't stop. He sometimes instinctively wants to annoying and useless stuffs like writing on walls and stuff he wants to stop but its like he has turned into a baby

He can't control himself anymore.

Sometimes he would involuantry, pee and even sleep schedule is not in his hand. He would randomly feel hungry too.

Mentioning the matter of being hungry, it is the worst he has to drink his mother's milk.

I am always so embarassed whenever I have to drink her milk. By this age mama doesn't feed me her milk that much but its still embarassing.

Moving on my mama got a job in a restaurant today. The restaurant owner happened to eat from my mama's stall and quite liked mama's food.

It seems she can live well now.

I am glad....

.....

Another 2 years passed by

I am finally 3 years old.

Its around the time she abadoned me in my previous life will she still abandon me.

To be honest I now feel like abandon is a heavy word now. Her love for me has never decreased no matter how diffuicult things get she always pushes through it. So, why leave? Why will we be separated.

Honestly speaking I have started considering possiblities that I never would before like her passing away. No. Dont think about it. Just shut up.

Life is quite good.

I would wake up around 9 to 10 in the morning. My mama work morning, noon and afternoon shifts. She takes a break of an hour from the restaurant on hours I wake up. We live near the restaurant and it only take mama 5 minutes by foot to come home. She would feed me, dress me up and send me to kindergarden then go back.

I usually go to kindergarden with a friend who lives nearby. His dad drops both of us.

Then I would do some useless activities all day in kindergarden that I dont like.

Then in the end mom pick me up around 5 and feed me then play with me a bit and finally we have dinner and go to sleep mom usually take leftovers from restaurant home. I just started eating so I cant eat alot and mom well she never ears much during night.

We usually go to sleep around 9. Mom go to work as early as 5:30 and come home at around 4:30 freshen up and then pick me up.

She tries her best to take me out as much as possible.

She is a really good mother

Shen mu

Baby shen yu

Author's note: Hello, guys I am back and heres an update. I wasn't able to update for such a long time mainly because I was busy. Its not that I am dropping the book.

Oh yeah for those asking about me being on neobook then no I dont use neo book and have never used it. Do tell me if its a good app will try using it.