And maybe I'm a bad person
Maybe I shouldn't say such mean things
Maybe I shouldn't use your insecurities against you
Maybe I shouldn't talk about you like you killed a man
Maybe you don't deserve all this rage
Maybe I am a bad person
But if I'm a bad person for hating on you
Then I am a good person to me
Hating you is like putting respect on my name
Hating you is like healing me
Hating you is like being free
Hating you is like drugs and sex
Hating you is like a devils dance
And I love it
Because at the end of the day you hurt me
You hurt me and people expect me to be the bigger person
To not cuss you out
To not call you names
To not be rude
To not let it out
And it's not that I can't be, it's that I don't want to be. So I won't.
Because even if you don't deserve my anger
I didn't deserve everything you've ever done to me
So I consider it a fair trade
Ugly on the inside, ugly on the outside.
