Hollyoaks Jason roscoe fan fiction!

Jason roscoe fanfiction!

Jason looked at his reflection that night, he was definitely thinner he had hardly anything on him but he didn't see that he saw a fat jason looking right back at him.

He grabbed the piece of glass again and reopened the healing wound "Ow shit" he muttered as it bled quickly, he suddenly felt calmer and refreshed after cutting his arm it made him feel great but then an overwhelming feeling of disappointment and weakness followed.

Robbie headed to bed that night he had now figured out or so he thought that jason was gay and  didn't want robbie to know, Jason starred at the blood stained tissue in his hand as robbie walked in l"Whats the blood from?" He frowned starring at his twin, jason looked at his tissue "Oh I..my nose" jason tried to sound convincing but robbie just starred "Where is it really from, And the truth!?" Jason looked around the place thinking of something to say "my arm started bleeding again nothing much" robbie's eyes widened "Let me see, you might need stiches!" He said grabbing his brothers arm and starring at the three identical slices down the arm "I thought there was...one?" He said sounding confused, jason shook his head "No definitely three!" He said covering his arm with his jacket, Robbie starred "Jase, I'm really worried about ya can you just talk to me please, I won't say to anyone!" Robbie spoke sounding concerned, jason just glared "well I don't need you to be worried I know what you really think! That I'm weak and pathetic and to top it all you think I'm gay!" He yelled robbie starred "Jase...I'm sorry if I haven't been listening to ya!" Robbie said placing his hand on Jason's back

Jason flinched "Dont touch me!"  Robbie just starred, "I'm not GAY so you can quit thinking I am!" Jason yelled, Ziggy walked up the stairs when he heard Jason yelling that he wasn't gay,he burst open the door "jase!?" Ziggy muttered as he glared at robbie "Whats going on?", Robbie just glared e at ziggy "He's gay!", jason looked shocked "I am not GAY!" He yelled, ziggy starred "Alright mate, if you say you ain't then you aren't? Leave it Robbie!" He said patting Jason's shoulders and glaring at robbie.

Jason was sat in bed that night he felt sick he hadn't eaten in ages and the only thing he consumed daily was water, he was always doing exercises which tiered him out,He was weak tiered and most disgustingly he needed insulin and food he felt sick at the thought of the calories and fattening food, He got up from his bed and tip toed to the mirror,switching on his phone torch he glared at his body he starred at the disgusting fat allover him and smiled happily when he saw his ribs producing and his back bone that was obviously sticking out,he grabbed hold of the table as he felt weak and his body felt heavy, he tried blinking his eyes as much as he could as he saw black dots and then darkness, "I can't see" he muttered beginning to panic he grabbed the table and tyres to make his way back to the bed in the dark but he tripped over a shoe and went flying forward and hit his head.