Austin's POV
"Just please shut up!" I yelled backing up against the wall.
"I've waited so long!" I sobbed.
"Bad boys don't cry." She said calmly.
"I'm not bad boy...I'm a good boy...I'm not who you think I am! I'm sensitive I have feelings." Zia sat next to me and I looked into her eyes.
"Zia please get over Alex...please."
"Zia? Zia!" I jolted up and saw Austin there.
"Why are you crying?"
"What? T-that was a dream?" Austin nodded.
"Yeah I guess so, what was it about?"
"Nothing."
"Ok..."
"Zia can-um-can I try something?" I shrugged and looked into Austin's hazel eyes.
"Please?"
"I guess." He leaned in but I let him.
I want to know if I actually like Alex.
He placed his lips on mine and I kissed him back as soon as his lips moved.
He climbed into Alex's bed placing his arms beside my waist.
He licked my bottom lip and I let him in.
He explored my mouth and his tongue fought with mine.
His tongue one considering I don't have any experience with this at all.
This feels so wrong like he shouldn't be touching me.
He moved down from my lips to my neck.
I don't like Austin...I really do like Alex.
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