Broken

Chapter 31

I never did text Liam back and I think he got the hint as I didn't hear from him anymore, well so far anyways. Cal had sent me a bunch of flowers every day for the past week and I was gradually running out of vases and places to put them! He hadn't text or rang me but then I hadn't contacted him either. I was still thinking about things. I had finally admitted to myself that I was still in love with Cal but I wasn't sure what to do next!

Sarah's wedding was rapidly approaching and luckily she hadn't turned into a bridezilla yet! We had a quiet hen night down the pub, just us girls relaxing and enjoying a gossip over a few bottles of wine! Jake had done the same but at a different pub in Norwich. Sarah was staying at mine tonight as it was her wedding tomorrow. Tonight we decided to just relax before the hustle and bustle tomorrow!

"So have you text Cal yet to say thank you for turning your flat into a florist?" Sarah asked laughing as we sat down on my sofa with a glass of wine

I shook my head "no I haven't. I figured I would just talk to him tomorrow and he hasn't contacted me either!" I told her

"You're both far too stubborn. It's obvious you're still in love with each other darl! He constantly asks Jake how you are" she said before taking a sip of her wine

"We've been through a lot Sarah. We can't just pretend that nothing ever happened. We lost our child for one thing" I looked over to the scan picture that I had framed and was now proudly positioned on my side table

"I know babe. Just try and talk to each other and I'm sure that you will work things out" she whispered comfortingly.

I just nodded in reply. We had made so many mistakes in our relationship that I didn't know if we could just sort things out. If I had told him that I was pregnant, he might not ever have left and she would be here with us now. It was a horrible thought that my actions could have changed everything.

The next day was busy and filled with hairspray, make up, dresses, shoes and various people making us look amazing but finally we were ready. I stepped in front of the mirror to look at myself. My hair had been put up into a sleek bun and my purple bridesmaid dress flowed beautifully down my body. I adjusted the white sash around my middle and then I spun round to see Sarah standing nervously in front of me.

She looked incredible! Her hair was curled to perfection and her make-up was flawless. Her white dress was gorgeous and made her look like a princess. It had beautiful diamante detail under her best and the top half of her dress accentuated her curves.

"Do I look ok?" she asked as she nervously smiled at me

"Babe you look amazing! So beautiful. Jake is going to be speechless when he sees you!" I told her grinning

She let out a sigh of relief "thank you Amy. You look amazing too! That dress is perfect on you" she told me

"Pfffft you're the one who should be getting compliments not me!" I scolded her whilst laughing

She smiled warmly at me as her dad came through to tell us that the cars were here and to tell his daughter how amazing she looked.

Sarah had hired a classic car for her and her dad to travel in whilst me, her mum and her sister rode in the white limousine to the church.

When we got to the church, there were loads of guests already there but they were quickly ushered inside followed by her mum as me and her sister Mel waited with Sarah and her dad.

"You ready?" I asked her smiling

She nodded her head as I don't think she dared to speak. I laughed as Mel started to walk down the aisle followed by me a few seconds later. I smiled at people as I walked past and when I got to the alter I winked at Jake before turning to look back at where Sarah would soon appear. I could feel Cal's eyes on me but this was all about Sarah not me.