The Way He Rides ( Editing-not began yet)

Chap.25

Max's pov.

Staring blankly at the therapist, tears roll down my face. "I-I can't even take a photo, or be in a video. It...it's humiliating, and daunting really. A-and he said that he would be back for...me." Biting my lip, I squeeze Lucas' hand. "Do you still love him after what he's done? I mean your brother Jacob." Smiling, I sniffle looking down at my hands. "Would it be crazy if I said I do? I mean in a brother type of way." Shaking her head, she smiles. "No, not at all actually. That's a really normal thing." Biting my lip, I snuggle closer to Lucas. "So, your dreams..?" Nodding, I glance up quickly. "N-nightmares...I can't get a good nights sleep. Hell, I haven't in three months." Frowning Lucas looks at me. "Why haven't you told me? Kitten you know you could've woken me up."

Looking down quickly, I pout. "I didn't want to bother-." Cutting me off, he shakes his head. "That's not why, you're lying." Yes I was, I just couldn't tell him. "Max, a relationship runs on trust. Trust in me baby, I won't hurt you." Blinking back tears, I gasp. "I-I...I just don't want you to hate me. Lucas no grown man wants to coddle, and coo at their lover. I don't want you to get tired of me." Smiling he nods his head. "True, but I don't do that. I love you, which means I help you. I want to be there for you kitten. YOU, no one else but you. Why can't you get that through your skull." Sighing sadly I pick at my nail. "Because, everyone that I love leaves me. My mom, dad, brother, and grandparents too. Though my aunt has still been there."

Glaring, he yanks his hand away from me. Standing up, he strides towards the door. "Yeah, just your aunt." Jumping up, I run after him quickly. "Lucas! Lucas, I didn't mean it like that! Stop, please!" Sobbing, I crash into his back as he slows down. Wrapping my arms around his waist, I hide my face against his shoulder blades. "I-I didn't mean it, I swear." Turning slowly, he wraps his arms around me. "Lucas I'm sorry. So sorry...sorry!" Rubbing my back softly, he kisses my temple. "Hey...kitten it's okay. Shh...I shouldn't have walked out. For that I apologize, I know you didn't mean it. I just got caught up in the moment. Let's get back in there."

Stepping through the door, Dr. Kyle shakes his head. "Times up, next session will be same day and time." Nodding, Lucas pulls me along behind him. "I'm truly sorry Luke." Smiling, he rubs my knuckle as we wait for the elevator. "It's fine Max, all is forgiven if you forgive me?" Giggling I nod quickly. "Sure." Stepping into the elevator, he tugs me up against him. "Good, we're going home to freshen up." Confused, I look at him questionably. "Why?" Cheesing, he winks at me. "We're going to egg your mom and dad's house." Gasping, I shake my he'd repeatedly. "W-we can't, we'll get in trouble." Laughing he leans back relaxed. "Are you afraid? Little Maxy is afraid!" Frowning, I punch his chest.

"Nuh uh! I just don't want to get in trouble. I have enough brains to know what not to do. Unlike Mr big, bad and tough over here!" Smirking, Lucas shrugs carelessly. "Okay we don't have to." Pouting, I cock my hip out. "Just like that, you're giving up?" Nodding he smiles. "Yeah." Tilting my head I frown. "Yeah?" Laughing he steps out of the elevator. "Yeah."

Oky what's going to happen next. Also j need to set up a scheduled update. Its just I can't fight out what to write lol my mind goes blank. So I hope you likey!!! I've been going over it for like a month believed it or not. Rewriting and what not. Lobe you all my lovelies #poptartloverout:)!"!"!"!