My Big Brother's Best Friend Volume 4 : New Beginnings (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 8: Chris, Mjay & Jason Thoughts

I didn't say a word as Dion and Nate came out the room to greet everyone. I went in the room with Jason as he was laying down in the bed just looking at the a TV. I said babe you ok and immediately he said I'll never be the best for you. It crushed my heart instantly when he said that. He then said I'll never win.

Me: You have won! I pick you over him and I decided to get in a relationship with you over him. I can't change the fact that my son loves my ex boyfriend to death. When I first found out I was a father Chris was there. He was there for a lot that went on in my life and he caused a lot too but he was there. I can't change that, all I can do is tell you I'm here with you. I claim you so stop feeling that way when you know you've  won

Jason: Babe I just feel sometimes that you going back. He your first love your first gay experience, your first everything. How can I compete with that you too got history

Me: Let's make our own history. I was just laying in the bed on the side of him as KJ walked in then he said Jason you ok?

Jason: Why wouldn't I be little man

KJ: I saw you walked in the room and I thought you was sad about something so I came to give you a hug to make you feel better

Jason: I can take a hug little man thank you as he lean up to hug him. He told Jason that he loved him and Jason said it back. Jason was just smiling after that then I thought did my son just fix and squash this hold thing. I love that kid just as much as I love you he said as KJ walked out.

Me: As you should because, if you with me then you with him. He my life and the reason I trying to better myself even more now. I told him he can stay laying down or come show niggas he got me and he proud of that

He finally got  up out the bed then we kissed then left the room. We went back in the front room where it was a bunch laughter. Terry was in my fridge getting something to drink while everyone else was sitting on the sofa. KJ and Terrell were in his  room. Chris was just looking at me. I looked back at him then he said Mjay you growing your beard out now?

Me: Yea I'm kind of trying a new look

Chris: Wow I know you always wanted that baby face to show that's why I ask but it looks good on you. Grown man type thing and it looks good on you

Me: Yea I guess as I laughed as I looked at Dion. He was smirking at me looking back and forth at Chris and I. My phone got a text at that instant and it was Dion. It reads

Dion: Uh Oh something is still there

Me: What you mean

Dion: He sent the cover face monkey emoji then he said you and Chris. Remember when I told you I could've felt what you guys felt for each other I still feel it. It is very strong still and that's not good for you and Jason

Me: Dion stop it please

Dion: I'm sorry Mjay I got to be real with you because you my best friend and I love you. There is still something heavy between you and Chris wither you accept it or not but a day coming when it's going be to much for you to handle and things will happen

Me: Dion I'm happy with Jason and KJ already made him feel bad so don't start cause I know Terry with his bold mouth soon say something. Excuse me why you bringing home cheeks on the party

Dion: I didn't bring home just any cheeks I brought home tight cheeks he texted along with the tongue out your mouth wink emoji. He then texted that booty was so good I had to give him my number after I nut to hit that before I leave once more. Didn't you and Jason break down the bathroom last night

Me: You fool I text along with the laughing emoji and then I said KJ asked why we bath together

Dion: He sent the cover face emoji then he said oh shit! You got to be careful plus he smart as hell so the questions going start coming. He know what's going on especially how he don't see Chris no more and now Jason here all the time. If he ask don't lie to him but then again, he might not be old enough to handle information like that. You also don't want it to cloud his growth in making his own choices in his sexuality later on. You don't want him be like oh only want be gay cause my daddy gay so I think you shouldn't tell him anything until at least twelve 

Me: How about I just answer around the question if he ask me

Dion: That's fine but Chris been watching you hard since he came. If Jason catch him it going be a problem in here. He look like he picturing you naked right now how he staring.

Me: You so crazy he is not looking at me that way no more

Dion: Take your eyes out your phone and look at him now he's looking! Look now! Look! 

It was kind of fun to be texting Dion while he right in the room but I did what he said and I looked at Chris. When I did his eyes were piercing me and it looked like coco was kind of peeking. Of course I'd  be the only one that can tell as I laughed in my head. I looked at Jason and he was just interacting with KJ on the side of me. I looked back at Chris and he still was staring but then I looked at Terry , Nate and Dion as they looked at him staring at me.

Chris thoughts: OMG! Mjay look so dam cute with that beard growing in. His body filling out nice and that ass still fat. God! I got to get my family back together. This clown Jason going get hurt cause its only a matter of time before I strike. Mjay got coco hard and I think he know it's hard too. Of course he will know cause he the one that use to make it hard one hundred percent of the time. I miss him and KJ so much in my life it ridiculous. I haven't even fooled with another nigga really since him! The love we shared and the things I put him through no other nigga can come close.

Jason Thoughts: This nigga need to leave! Mjay with me now. He think he can play with someone life and treat them like there feelings don't matter then pick up where he left off. Mjay with me now and I ain't giving him up without a fight. He the best dude I ever came across in my life so I kind of don't blame Chris to try win him back. It's hard to find a dude that's loyal and want to be in love these days.

Mjay thoughts: Lord! I hope these two don't get into it right now cause I can see it happening. Chris wants me back and Jason wants to keep me but maybe I should say fuck them both. Be single and get some dick from Kane. I thought as I was feeling troublesome. My phone vibrated as I looked at Dion thinking it was him but it was actually Kane. His text went like this

Kane: Island Boy you still haven't giving me my answer. How are you doing though my mind ran on you today

Me: All that pussy on the side of you and your mind running on me? Gay!

Kane: Shut up as he sent the laughing emoji about ten times behind his text

Me: Just playing but I haven't talked to Nate about yet cause he had a long night so I'm waiting until he fully wake.

Kane: Yea I know he carry home one of my fraternity brothers girlfriend home. They been looking for her and everyone was saying she left with that island dark skin guy. I squashed that shit quick though just tell Nate watch where he put his dick from now on I as he laughed.These girls over here are alittle bit thirsty. As he said that I was wondering if I should tell him about his thirsty girlfriend.

Me: where your girl ?

Kane: She out with some friends she said so I haven't bothered her today.

Me: You should check up on your girl you never know with these girls

Kane: Which is true but I don't be down her back and neither do she be on mine

Nate: Bey get out your phone as he knocked it out of my hand.

Terry: Little brother what to do over here ,cause I been here a few hours and I don't like it much. We need to find one bar for this afternoon

Me: You guys can go out now but I'm staying home with my nephew and son.

Chris: Naw man go out with your brother I'm going to watch little man and Terrell. We going spend time and catch up right little man.

KJ: Right as he dapped Chris. He looked at Chris punching him and play fighting like they always use to do. He then said  Why you don't be around no more Chris I miss you. Jason are you going stop coming around too?

Terry: Uh Ohh

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