Chapter 15
*Yesenia's POV*
After I dropped off Rayne I went home. I crashed on my bed and closed my eyes. All I wanted to do was sleep. Sleep away my problems. I still couldn't believe Rayne kinda had a crush on me. She's a great girl but I'm kinda in love with a certain someone. It's been such a long day and I'm so tired. Yet I can't seem to go to sleep. I try listening to music but my iPod keeps playing Demi lovato. And that got me thinking about my feelings for her. I had to get over whatever I was feeling. The truth was that she was straight and would never like me like that. Then I started thinking that if I had no chances with Demi I should go after Rayne. She liked me after all. I covered my face with my pillow and screamed. I didn't think anyone heard me but Luis did. He came in my room and asked if I was okay because he heard me screaming.
"Physically? I'm fine. Mentally? I'm lovesick." He half smiled and laid down next to me.
"What's wrong sis?" I rested my head on his shoulder. It felt nice having a brother who I could talk to. My other brother was little and I couldn't talk to him about anything.
"So I like this girl but she's straight. And then there's another girl who likes me but I don't like her back. The problem is that my life is a mess."
"If you know that girl is straight then why did you let yourself fall for her?"
"Because I'm an idiot. "
"Well here's advice coming from a single straight dude. Go out with the chick that likes you and learn to like her back."
"Isn't that like using her?"
"Well kinda I guess, but it seems like the only thing you can do." I sighed heavily and patted his chest.
"Thanks bro."
"Anytime sis! Can I know who the girl that likes you is?"
"Umm...yeah I guess. It's Rayne." He sat up and looked at me very confused.
"Really? I thought she was going out with Drew?"
"Not anymore." He got up and was about to leave when I asked, "Don't you want to know who the straight girl I'm crushing on is?" He smiled and shook his head.
"Nah I already know it's Demi." I threw my pillow at him and he got out.
I tried sleeping once again but this time I was woken up by my phone. It was a new text. I picked it up and saw it was from Demi. I should've been happy but I sighed and almost wished she'd leave me alone. It would make getting over her a lot easier. I read the text and smiled. It came with a picture of her making a shocked faced.
From: Demi❤
Why haven't you called?! Are you dead?! 😟
I laughed but didn't reply. I was way too tired. After a couple of minutes she called.
"Hello?"
"Hey Yesenia! I hope you don't mind me calling. I just wanted to make sure you were okay."
"It's okay I was just tired. I was going to reply when I woke up sorry."
"It's okay. How have you been?"
"Okay I guess. "
"Just okay?"
"I guess a lot has happened today."
"What happened?" I quickly debated telling her but I wasn't in a position to tell other people what happened.
" Just this thing with Rayne but it's good now. Anyways how have you been?"
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Save Me (A Demi Lovato Femslash Fic)
FanfictionYesenia's life has always been full of problems, but at the beginning of her senior year she feels like they've disappeared. That is until her father shows up and takes her to Dallas, TX where she falls for someone forbidden.