Dear Diary: My Last 100 Days

Day 69

Dear Diary,
I spent the whole day at school avoiding Eddie again. I thought that I was doing quite a good job at it till he cornered me in the library.

'Why are you avoiding me Annabel?'

By the tone of his voice I knew he wasn't happy. I didn't say anything at first, I just stared at the ground.

'Annabel'

He said my name so softly, so caring that I couldn't help but look up. The way he was staring at me made me shiver.

'Please don't avoid me'

All I could do was nod my head. Even though I knew I shouldn't have agreed I couldn't help it. I couldn't avoid him and it was a stupid idea to begin with.

He gave me a small smile before pulling me into one of his comforting hugs. I wanted to cry but I held it in.

'I'm going to hurt you Eddie' I wanted to say. 'I'm going to hurt you and I'm sorry'

And it was true I was going to hurt him and I was sorry about it. But this time I decided to be a bit selfish.

Cause with my remanding days I wanted to be with him.

Love,
Annabel