Dear Diary: My Last 100 Days

My Last Goodbye

Eddie,

I didn't know how to start this letter off or what exactly I was going to write so I am going to make it short. So here it is...

First of all I would like to say thank you. Thank you for coming into my life and making me happy. You where the joy that I thought I had lost. You made me smile when all I wanted to do was huddle up and cry. You made me want to fight for everything that was mine, but you also made me expect what fate had brought to me. Even though I clearly knew that was what you hadn't wanted, it was you that made this journey peaceful.

Another thing is that I'm so so sorry. You would never begin to know how sorry I am for putting you through all of this. For being weak and letting you experience the pain that I never wanted you to have. So please forgive me.

Also I know that it might be hard when I am gone but please, all I want for you is to be happy. Wake up in the morning and smile, smile because of what you have and not what you have lost. Smile thinking of all the happy memories that we have shared, instead of thinking of the sad.

Because even though I may no longer be there, I will always be with you watching over.

The last thing I would like to say in this letter is I love you. I love you so much and it hurts to think of saying goodbye. I love you for everything you have done for me, for loving me and accepting me for who I am.

So Eddie thank you for loving me and goodbye.

Love for always,

Annabel

Okay guys well that's the end of the journey for Annabel. Thank you to everyone that has read this book I am extremely thankful and happy that you all read my work. This book has came much further than I had expected and that is because of you guys. So thank you!

Anyway I have started writing another book in this Dear Diary Series and it is called Dear Diary: My thoughts as a suicidal teen and I would appreciate it if you went and had a look.

Thanks once again.

-SmilingAtTheCamera