Dear Diary,
50 more days, I have 50 more days.
Already half of my time is gone and I'm scared. More scared than ever knowing that I now have more to lose. I'm scared for Eddie and scared for my Mom.
I'm scared at the fact that I let Eddie's and I's relationship deepen. Scared knowing that he is going to be hurt. I shouldn't of let myself care. I should've drifted away from everyone once I found out. With them hating me they wouldn't be hurt.
I shouldn't have talked to Eddie they day of the fair. I shouldn't have given him my number and i shouldn't have built the friendship we have.
I shouldn't have done any of it.
I shouldn't have but... I don't regret it.
I don't regret knowing Eddie as he has brought so much happiness in my life. The only thing I regret is they sadness i will bring in his.
Love,
Annabel
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Dear Diary: My Last 100 Days
Teen FictionDear Diary, Leaving this world was not by choice. So since I had no choice I wanted to leave something precious of mine behind. With you I leave the last 100 days of my life. Love, Annabel
