Day 61

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Dear Diary,
I felt emotionless, empty and numb. I didn't know if that was just me or all those drugs that went through my body.

I felt weak but at the same time twitchy. But I couldn't move.  I couldn't even talk. If I tried nothing understandable would come out.

I wanted to leave this place. I hate it here, I don't want to be here. I just wanna go home.

Go home and pretend I'm someone else. Some other healthy girl half across the world. Where I would wake up and smile, go to school, study hard to make something of my future.

I would finish high school, go to collage, find a job I enjoy, meet someone, fall in love, get married, have kids and grow old.

I wanted that. I never knew how precious life was until now... Like they say you never know how precious something is until you lose it...

And I was losing it... I was losing my precious life.

Love,
Annabel

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