Fade to Black (sequel to riptide)

Part 9

Lauren's pov
I woke on my bed in between Jacksons legs with his arms wrapped around me and controllers in my lap. I looked up and call of duty was paused on the tv. I turned around to look at my magnificent boyfriend. He looks so cute when he's sleeping. His mouth is slightly open and since he grew out his facial hair he kind of looks like a lost puppy begging for water. It's adorable. His head tilts to the side always and he doesn't snore he just breathes. Can I tell you his new haircut looks so hot. Oh my god I've hardly been keeping it in my pants. I mean damn. Like his hair is long but it's cute in the sides so he doesn't have like a female head of hair. It's the hottest thing on earth and his facial hair makes him look so manly like he's going to go out and chop some wood which I've seen firsthand and is literally so fucking tempting. You just want to...not gonna finish that sentence. He's so perfect and I'm so lucky he's mine. I just want to be stuck with him for the rest of my life. Marriage? Uhm yes. I know I said I wasn't ready but I am ready. I have money, an amazing career, good family life, strong relationship, and ways to keep in touch when we're separated. If Jackson proposed tomorrow I'd say yes in a heartbeat. We've been dating for more than a year, almost two. We didn't make a huge fuss about it. We went to dinner. That's it. Dinner and chocolate and he got me some earrings. I got him a mirror. Like no shit he was really really excited about it. He had been dropping hints for a really long time. It was so funny. Anyways we've been together for more than a year. Technically the upcoming holiday season won't be our first together but it will be our first together. I mean we're spending every holiday together with one another's families. It's so amazing. I'm so freaking in love with him. Even during that rocky time before my accident I was still in love with him and that's why it hurt so much. I have never ever had someone in my life who j have no trouble trusting, who makes me this jealous, who cares about me this much, and who has kept me from cutting for this long and made me never want to do it. He literally is perfect and I'm so grateful and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I stood up and went downstairs to my kitchen, my parents were there.
"Hey guys!"
"Hey Lauren!" My dad greets.
"So we're going out for a few days to take your brother to college now that he's headed back. We will be back in two days approximately if we don't stop then probably just a day. Taylor is staying at a friends after school today into tomorrow. So it's just you and Jackson." My mom says.
"Ok then."
"No sex!" My mom says sternly. I think he was joking.
"Mom calm down let's not get crazy."
"Lauren are you not a virgin?" My dad asks shocked at how I reacted.
"No."
"Oh god what? Please lord tell me my child is still innocent?" I roll my eyes at his dramatization.
"Did that little Australian prick take it from you?"
"No."
"Oh god how long have you been penetrated?"
"Dad!" I yell shocked.
"Answer it."
"Uhm lets see. I've been with Jackson for almost two years." I did not have sex with Camila. I did with him and him and him. I list off people in my head. "About since I was 18." Lies I was 16.
"Ok that's not too bad. " My dad says calmly.
"Yeah so I'm going back upstairs with Jackson I'll see you guys in two days." I grab a water and run upstairs me and Jackson are going to have a fun day. I got one thing on the agenda so far. Sex. I bet he'll be happy getting no action in three months and knowing you haven't had action in three months. I feel so bad. At least a I was comatose. I guess I'll have to make it up to him and have fun doing it. I went into my room and he was still sleeping so I quietly went and showered then came out and out in sweatpants and his sweatshirt then got into bed beside him after combing out my hair and putting it in a ponytail. He was still asleep so I turned on the tv and started watching reruns of Lost Girl. Chris cake in to say goodbye and officially leave. I heard the door shut and finally the king awoke from his slumber.
"Hey baby." He husked sending shivers down my back at the sound of his deep raspy attractive morning voice.
"Hey babe."
"What're you doing?"
"Watching Lost Girl."
"When you could be cuddling me?" He raises an eyebrow. I roll over and cuddle him. I place a hand on his face then brushed my thumb over the edge of his hairline.
"Have I told you how sexy you look with that haircut?"
"Yes."
"I mean it's just so hot. You look like a sex god!"
"Am I not one?"
"Of course you are one but still."
"So what's on the agenda for today?"
"Well my parents and Chris drove up to his college like 20 minutes ago. Taylor is at a friends house till midday tomorrow. We have the house to ourselves."
"Cool so what do you want to do?"
"I don't know." I walk two of my fingers up his chest.
"Mhm so you want to do it now huh?"
"I mean I told you when my legs were cleared that you could tear this up unless you don't want to anymore."
"Nah I'm good. No longer horny." I drop my arm and cross it in annoyance. I turned and continued to watch the show and Jackson tried to cuddle me but I pushed him away. I was upset but also really horny. A little annoyed but mostly horny.
"Babe are you mad?"
"No."
"Then let me hold you."
"No."
"Why not?"
"I'm watching lost girl."
"So what that show is basically about sexual feeding."
"If I can't get action I gotta make my own."
"Ok then I'll let you watch your show."
We watched in silence for a while then I moved my hand and rested it on his leg. Obviously he didn't flinch since this is a normal and endearing act for us as a couple. I moved my hand to his inner thigh which caused him to move a bit but nothing too much. Then I moved my hand right onto his crotch and he silently gasped. I gripped it and rubbed my hand around on it. I moved it up and down earning a moan or two.
"Not enough. I want it louder if you really want it."
"Lauren I thought....I said no."
"You think you can say no to me?"
"Yes I can."
"Yo soy el jefe."
"You're not the boss babe."
"How did you?"
"I learned a little Spanish while you were half dead."
"Oh my god that's so hot." I jump on top of him. I start grinding myself into him.
"So I'm not the boss?"
"Nope."
"You sure."
I placed hands on his shoulders, and grinded slower yet harder. He placed hands on my waist as I moved against feeling his erection grow harder.
"Oh baby."
"You like that?" I ask kissing and sucking on his neck.
"Oh yeah."
"You want more?"
"Yes! Uh! Yes!"
I pulled off my shirt and he licked his lips hungrily so I pulled his head into my chest while his head was deep into my breast. He kissed and sucked not quite allowing a moan.
"Why aren't you moaning?"
"You're not being quite adequate."
"Why are you so hard to please?"
"I'm not."
"Yes you are."
"I get turned on really easy but getting me off takes a lot of energy. You aren't working hard enough because I haven't even moaned yet." While this conversation is happening I'm still managing to grind on him and he is silently moaning. He ran a hand down my body and gripped my pants. I grind harder and feel my soaking underwear and finally release a moan a small one barely audible. He pulls my head in and kisses my neck then gets tougher and bites me hard. I get a loud moan out. I love biting, it's so hot.
"Bite me again baby." He bites me again harder. I let out really loud moan as my mouth was left open by the pleasure I was feeling through this pain.
"Being in charge turns me on so much." I say holding his shoulder continuing to move. I decide to take it to another level and we string of the clothes and take precautions then I ride the fuck out of him.

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"Oh my god Lauren!"
"Hot as hell right?"
"Jesus!" I lay by his side and start to drift off given how much energy that took. I wake up and feel his arms around my torso and my back.