You Smile, We Smile || Dolan Twins Fanfic (Being Edited)

Chapter 15: Meeting Fans In L.A

Hey, Michelle here, and Kayla's update was sweet and I mean by that, I mean that is the heart melting one!
Anyways, I hope you enjoy! :)
____________________

Mikenna's POV
I smile soft and kiss Ethan's cheek and get up and pick out my clothes, I grab a clean towel and head towards the bathroom, I undress after the water is warm, I sigh soft in enjoyment, I quickly finish up my warm shower and do the same thing as every other person: Dry off, blow dry hair, getting dressed, brushing teeth and hair, etc.
I walk out and notice Hayley is awake, she giggles as she sees me, I playfully grin at her, and do a funny face, she giggles and points to me, "Mama!" She says smiling. I pick her up carefully and run a hand through her curly burnette hair, she lays her head in the crook of my neck, I pick out something for her to wear and grab a pull-up and place her on her tiny toilet, as I wait I hum one of Kellin's band's song he got me addicted to, Fly.
"Mama," Hayley says making me snap of my thoughts, I walk over to her and help her put her pull-up on her, I look in it and sigh, "Not yet.." We all are trying to get her potty trained as soon as possible. I pick her up and carry her to the sink and help her wash and dry her hands, as we walk out, I see Ethan dancing around, I look at him confused then I slowly grab Hayley's clothes, I quickly walk out and notice that Kayla and Grayson are kissing, I smirk, "Ahem, little girl, keep it G rated." I joke. They pull away blushing deeply. "Mikenna, I-I am..." Kayla stutters but then notices I joked with them. She glares at me as I begin to laugh, she shakes her head laughing with me. "Hey, Kenz, why are you both laughing?" Grayson says confused, I look at Kayla as I get one plastic bowls for Hayley, I drop it and laugh harder. I was about drop Hayley but Ethan bends down and catches her, but as he does he looks at me since I am also bent down, he kisses my cheek, I smile and kiss his back. I get up and smile, "Okay so now or never, who wants wha-" Kayla coughs, I glance at her, "Yes, dearie?" I ask sounding like Rumpelstiltskin from Once Upon A Time. She looks at me oddly before laughing, "Anyway, we have to the grocery store, these two had that fight remember?" I think back and blush lightly, as I remember what me and Ethan did. "Why are you blushing, Miki?" She whispers next to me concerned. I laugh as my cheeks go redder. I smile at my feet, this is embarrassing..
"Well, I just thought we have to go get some supplies for breakfast." I tell her smiling, after my shut down and cheeks firing up. She salutes to me as I feel a sloppy kiss on my forehead, "Hey Rumple, ho-" I turn around and see Grayson, "Bro, Grayson, don't kiss my girl!" Ethan yells, I burst into laughter again. I see Grayson to keep in his laughs. "Twin bro, what the--" I stop laughing and give him a stern look, "No, no, no, Grayson, the kiddo's ears have to be covered." I smack his shoulder, he chuckles, "Fine, mother." He jokes sighing dramatically. I glare at him and smack the back of his head, "No, stop it!" I scream frustrated with him now, I sigh, "Sorry for screaming, tell Kayla I'll be outside." I whisper soft. I walk towards Ethan with tears in my eyes, "What's wrong, baby girl?" He whispers, I lightly laugh as tears fall down my face. He noticed that I am crying. He kisses my shoulder and pouts in my hair, "You sure?" He mumbles, kissing my head. I smile soft and wipe my tears away, "Mama?" Hayley asks confused. I put on a diaper backpack, that has backup clothes, shoes, socks, pull-ups, baby snacks, and sippy cups. I walk outside after taking Hayley from Ethan. I take the car keys out of my back pocket, along with my phone, I go on a drawing app and let Hayley play on it as we wait for Kayla.
I slowly start to wonder in my thoughts: Am I pregnant again? I have been getting sick, cravings for white chocolate chips and bananas, back pain.. My head sums it up, I might be pregnant again. I groan, sighing, I get up and unlock the car, I put Hayley in her car seat. I get my phone from her, I open my glove box and grab the last picture of me, Hayley, and my mom that I ever took, my mom is kissing my temple looking pale as ever, it was taken the day I had Hayley. My mom never had heard of social media, not even Facebook, so she wrote on the back: 'I am so happy to have a strong and beautiful daughter and a new spoiled granddaughter, I love you both.'
I smile and laugh soft, remembering Kayla helping me laminate this. "I miss you, Mom.." I whisper, kissing her hand writing. I put it back in the glove box and shut it. I wipe away my tears with a tissue and turn on the radio and sing softly to the song, Kayla opens the car door and gets in.

After the whole traffic and driving drama, we reach Target. I get out after Kayla gets out and helps Hayley out and we start our walk inside, when we reach the carts, I get one and head back to Kayla and Hayley, Hayley cries in fear, I hold her, "Hush little baby, don't say a word, Mama's gonna buy you a mockingbird, if that mockingbird don't sing,Mama's gonna buy you a dimond ring, if that dimond doesn't shine, Mama's gonna buy you..." I start singing to her as Kayla rolls the cart. I bounce her as a few people come to us, "Kayla, stop." I tell her. She stops and looks at me confused but notices fans are coming to us, I feel sick, Kayla looks back at me, "Sis, go to the bathroom.. I'll try to stall," She says soft, I give her a thumbs up and head towards the bathroom and on my way I grab a pregnancy test box then hurry in there, I quickly open the box after I closed my stall, and after taking the test I feel my heart rate go fast, I take a glance at the results, Positive: 3-4 Weeks... Oh my god! How can I tell Kayla.. Or even Ethan?
Oh I know, I can-My phone rings, 'Hey, you okay? Kayla told me you don't feel well, so I am coming to get you! :) See you soon!' I look at the name and smile because I love him so much. There's a knock on my stall, I hide the test in my back pocket. I open it and see Ethan, I turn around him and wash my hands as he chuckles, "Sometimes I think you have OCD..." He tells me, as he comes behind me and places a kiss on my head as a little girl and an older version of her walk in, the older version of her looks shocked, "Ethan?" He turns his head, "Brooke.." He growls out, "So, now, you're stalking me?" He asks smirking, "Last time I am fucking telling you this, leave me, my life, and my love life alone." He says low, but I still hear. She looks at me, and gags, "She looks like a slut, Eth-" I feel anger boil up in me, Ethan notices, he tries to calm me down, "Oh, so, a single mother of a kid and her kid calls me Dada, is a slut?! Brooklyn Bridge Daniels, I have had it!" He slaps her, I look at Ethan shocked with tears in my eyes, he noticed what he did was too far, "Ken-" I slowly back up away from him and run out crying, I know, I didn't get slapped but I grew up with it and watching it being done to my mom. I run all the way home, ignoring the nausea in my stomach. I reach home and take out my home keys that Grayson and Ethan gave me. I unlock the door and run in my room ignoring Grayson's calls, I land on mine and Ethan's bed and grab his pillow, I cuddle with it and think,
Has he done that to Hayley?
I scratch my wrist and go to the bathroom and I look at myself in the mirror, I grab my blade and cut my wrist deep, I smile soft and feel relaxed. "Mikenna! Open this door right now before I break it down!" I hear Ethan or Grayson say, I don't care about my life anymore, after Ethan showed me that abuse is never gone if you grew up with it, I cut my arm deep, and drop the blade feeling tired the door breaks down and I see him with tears in his eyes, "Why, Mi-" I cut Ethan off by kissing him, he pulls away shocked as I hear Kayla's voice downstairs, "Well, me and Ethan are back!" I gasp as I yawn, I kissed Grayson, no... He makes the 911 call and everything, "Tell Kayla I am sorry, sorry for everything." I tell Grayson tearing up, I grow weak and my eyes flutter close as the paramedics come in and take me.