Stupid Seconds *Sequel to TLF* (Luke & Jai Brooks Fanfic)

Chapter 25: A Mum's Wish

* Gina’s POV *

Having to raise three sons alone was difficult. But having my parents’ support kept me going.  I thought I wouldn't make it when the father of my sons left us but I was wrong. With the help of everyone that loves us, we made it through. I know my boys didn't have a father to grow up with but I'm glad they all made it just fine. Dad, their Nonno, was amazing with them.

Every mum's wish for their children is to be happy. I wish for my sons to be happy and be able to achieve everything they want. I know not everyone can have everything but I want them to experience the kind of life they want to have. I'm so lucky that my sons aren't rebels. They turned out to be good and funny. They turned out to be a perfect guy any girl would like to keep.

I'm so proud of my boys whenever I hear girls talk about them especially when they tell me how my boys have saved their lives. I know they were funny but I didn't think people would notice and spend their time tweeting and watching their videos. I never thought that they could touch lives with what they do and I'm just so proud of them and what they have achieved so far. They're my boys and I love them for everything they do.

They make other people happy with their videos. I am a fan myself. I'm so proud at how they have become. I'm so proud of raising my kids this way. They're successful but they're all still the same. I may have raised them alone but I cherish every moment I've spent with them. I know I'm not gonna be here all the time and I do want them to find the girls that will make their lives complete. I want them to experience to love and be loved. I want them to create a relationship that will last long. I didn't want them to make the same mistakes I did and end up alone. I want them to be happy with the girl they chose to be with.

When Andrea first came along, I instantly knew she would stay in our lives longer. You know, being a single mum with three sons, you tend to be protective of your kids and would want the best for them. Someone who would be there to take good care of them when I'm not around. I like Andrea all along. I saw how she took care of my youngest son and somehow I saw myself in her. She was perfect for my baby.

But I guess love can't be complete with any obstacles you have to accomplish before you two end up in your own happy place. I realised that my other son was in love with her too.

Andrea is sweet. She's the kind of girl a guy would bring home for his mum to meet. She's caring and loving. She supports them with their Janoskians thing. She never left my son's side whenever there were haters bringing him down. She's a good catch. And I love her. I actually think she's my own daughter.

I knew that it would be possible that two siblings would fall in love with the same girl but I never knew it would be possible that my twins would fight for one girl. I never came in between my sons and took sides. Well this is actually the first serious time they both love the same girl. They did before but it was nothing. This was the real thing. I never expected that my sons would literally fight with one another. I never knew Andrea would be that girl but I knew she was worth fighting for. I knew what my boys see in her.

As a mother, it wasn't hard to let them all know I love them. The thing that was hard is when they fight and they asked you unintentionally which side you believe onto. I never wanted to be stuck in the middle but Luke always thinks I was for Jai.

Honestly, I was sad when Jai and Andrea broke up. I was happy though that she ended up dating Luke, but it wasn't the same when she was still with Jai. It's different.

But now Luke and Andi broke up. I never knew how much my son loved her and he's never been the same.  It felt like it shook his world upside down and he doesn't know how to stand up again. I knew Andrea never wanted to hurt my sons. I was actually worried about her when she drank alcohol because of the break up. She loved Luke so much and I do understand why she was upset but my son was sorry about it. I realised how much they both love each other and they both just needed time but again, Jai was involved. I honestly didn't want to get in the middle and I want both my sons to be happy. If only there were two of Andrea, then maybe we would all be happy.

Connor was one of the reasons Luke and Andi's relationship has faltered down. I’ve known that kid since my boys were young. He was a comic I would say. I never expected he would cause any drama that would harm my boys. I was upset with what he said to Andrea. She didn't deserve to hear it.

I may not know everything that happened between Jai and Andi, but she didn't deserve to be judged like that. I knew that the last thing she would do is to hurt any of my sons. I was surprised too the first time I found out she was in love with Luke and not Jai. But she did everything to make Jai happy. I'm glad that Luke backed off a bit for his own brother, his twin. It must have been hard but he loves Andi and he knew that it would be the right thing to do.

It was Friday and Jai has left to pick up and hang out with Andi after school. It's usually Luke who does that but ever since she got sick, it was Jai who was always there for her.

I heard a knock on the door and thought that Jai was back with Andi but it was James. "Hi Gina, is Luke here?"

"Yes, come in." I offered and left them at the lounge room where Luke was hanging out.  

The house was silent for a bit. I was in my room and didn't hear any sound at all. I thought maybe Luke didn't want to talk and James ended up doing all the talking until I heard a loud thud.

Quickly, I got out of the room and saw Luke smashing his guitar in the wall while James was stopping him.

"Baby, what happened?" I asked while I was trying to calm his farm.

"I didn't know he didn't know about Jai and Andi getting back together." James uttered. I was shocked too. I knew how much hearing that hurt Luke. But he just smashed his favorite guitar. He was crying all over the place. I felt so bad for him.

I had to save my son but how will I do it if I'm going against my other son?

James helped me to calm Luke down though. I never saw any of my sons react like this towards a girl. I felt really bad. I wanted to cry with him. I let him sleep in my bed and calmed him down. James left after Luke fell asleep. I stayed with him until I heard Jai come in. I left Luke in the room and went to the lounge room where Jai was hanging out.

He saw the guitar pieces on the floor. “What happened, mum?”

“Luke.”

“Oh.” He sighed.

He looks happy, and I’m here and about to ruin it for him. I know he’s gonna be mad at me but I think Luke needs Andi more than he does. But then again, it all boils down to Andrea and whoever she chooses.

“Jai, can we talk?”

“Sure mum.”

“I know you’re gonna hate me for this but are you sure you’re happy with Andrea?”

His mood shifted too quickly. I didn’t imagine myself asking this question to him. I know how much hurt he was when Andi and Luke started going out but I knew he can take care of himself. “Yeah mum.”

“Don’t you love Ariana? You seem happy with her…”

“Why are you talking to me about these things?”

“Honestly, I never wanted to be in this position. As a mother, I want my kids to be happy. Andrea makes Luke very happy and ever since they broke up, Luke hasn’t been the same. You know this right? You can see how much he has changed. I wanted to ask you a favor…” I explained but he interrupted me.

“You want me to back off and help Luke and Andi get back together?” He inquired.

“Yes.” I firmly said.

“Why mum? I love her too. I’m so happy when I’m with her! Why are you teaming up with Luke?” He cried.

“I didn’t mean to. Luke always feels that I’m on your side but Jai, I love you both equally. Luke did the same with you and Andi before.”

“But it doesn’t mean I’m gonna do the same thing mum.” He exclaimed.

I felt he hated me for telling him to back off. He went directly to his room and shut the door. This must be the same feeling that Andrea has experienced and I’m just so proud at how she makes it. I felt like crying and be alone to ponder more on things that has recently happened.

I hurt my son.