Promise

Apologize

Killian P.O.V
I need to get her back. It's been almost 4 days since our fight. She hasn't answered my phone calls and I even tried calling Henry. He was sympathetic and all.
At least he answered
I look into the mirror and straighten my tie. Yes,I'm going full out black and white suit and tie. I forced her to go to the wedding and I feel so guilty. And I didn't comfort her when she was upset I just drove away.
I'm going to fix this
Today I'm driving to her house to surprise her with flowers.. Again.
I'll bring chocolates this time
I nod to my reflection in the mirror. I smile to myself but if you look close enough you can see the bags under my eyes and the lost look I had all week.
I'm lost without her.
"Your going to get her back" I say to myself before walking away from the mirror. I grab my keys and put them in my pocket and grab the huge bouquet of roses I had bought this morning. It's about 7:00 pm and Emma should be home by now.
I open the door I stop in my tracks.
Emma's POV
I'm about to knock on the door when it opens. Killian is standing there with a shocked look on his face. He's holding a beautiful bouquet of red roses. He looks so good. His face is freshly shaven and his hair is gelled. The suit he has on fits him perfectly. It shows off his muscular shape and broad shoulders.
"Emma" he mutters and I look at his eyes.
"Killian"
"You look.." He looks at me speechless.
I'm dressed in a black skin tight leather dress. I knew he would like it.I tried to pick the sexiest thing in my closet. Well something that I could wear out.
I look down at my heels. "Killian I came here because I need to-" I
"Emma stop" he interrupts me
I look up at him. I need to apologize. He has flowers and he's all dressed up and I had assumed it was for me..
"Oh I'm sorry do you have a date or something" I say causally "I can go" I say trying to hide my embarrassment walking away. I knew I should have apologized earlier.
Killian drops the flowers and without a word walks over to me and turns me so my back is against the wall.
He grabs my face and he kisses me hard. I kiss back and smile into the kiss. God I missed him so much. He puts his hands under my legs and lifts me up and pushes me against the wall. I open my mouth wider and his his tounge explores my mouth. I feel my dress riding up and I come back to my senses. We're in his hotel hallway making out.. I push Killian away "Killian" I say out of breath.
"Sorry love I just really missed you" he says kissing my neck.
"Killian "I say again. "Look where we are"
He looks around and nods "You're right. We wouldn't want anybody seeing us" he says putting me down gently. "It's just that you were all over me I was ju-"
"Shut up" I say hitting him lightly and laughing.
"Come inside" he whispers
I nod and follow him inside. His apartment is nice. He has nice furniture and it's very spacious.
We sit on the couch and he starts talking before I can.
"Emma I'm so sorry" he says taking my hand "I didn't want to upset you. You're everything to me and I don't want to lose you" he says looking into my eyes.
"Killian I'm the one who should apologize. Yes I was upset but I understand now that you were just trying to be a gentlemen. And you kept calling and didn't answer. I'm sorry" I say genuinely
"Baby" Killian puts a hand on my cheek hand rubs his thumb gently again us it. "You never ever have to apologize to me okay? You will always be right in my eyes"
My breath hitches for a second when I think he's about to say the words. The words I've only heard a handful of times. The words to prove I'm not alone. He stumbles on his words and all he says is "I care about you"
Of course, he doesn't love me. We've only known each other for a little over a month and I don't even know if I would say it back. I'm still disappointed though.
"I care about you too," I say smiling
I might even love you too.

Killian's POV
"I love you"
I'm so tempted to say the words. They seem so simple but they hold so much meaning. I know Emma and I don't want to freak her out by going too fast but sitting here looking at her,there's nothing I wouldn't say to show her how much I care about her.
Just say it Killian
"Emma..I..I care about you. A lot" I say looking down in shame. Emma is so outgoing and I don't even have the courage to say 3 words.
"I care about you too," she says smiling.
Oh how I love her smile
Her lips..are so perfect and I love every second that they're on mine.
She notices me staring and blushes. She's so cute I think smirking. And she looks so good in that dress.
"You like what you see?" She says smirking
"Yes actually, very much," I said licking my lips. Is it getting hot in here?
"Well I know you like leather," she says winking.
I away from her intense stare and my eyes land on her body again. Her legs are perfect and long and the dress fits on her every curve. I bite my lip and I finally look away when Emma says "Killian" I look up at her "Yeah" I say weakly
"Kiss me," she says grabbing the collar of my shirt and pulling me to her.
Yup, she's perfect.
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Emma's POV
After our time on the couch we just sat next to each other and watched some tv. Killian got a cover to share and we've been cuddling.
I have to admit I've never been with a guy like Killian. A guy with a stable job and is a gentlemen. But he's also not boring he's so interesting and kind and I really like him. Sitting here next to him I finally get what people mean by a healthy relationship.
Neal and I had always been moving around. It was from one hotel to the other and sometimes we would just sleep in my car. We had to steal to survive and I thought I loved him. But love is safer when the other person loves you back. Right now I don't know if Killian does but it doesn't bother me because I trust him. And he's here for me.
He's always going to be here for me.
I smile at my thoughts and rest my head on his chest. We're watching a rerun of Friends. I haven't been eating well because me and Killian were in a fight. I hadn't realized how much he already affected my life. My stomach growls and Killian chuckles "Are you hungry love?"
"Yes actually I haven't rate since before work" I say still watching.
"Well now is a perfect time to mention how great I am at cooking" he says putting his hands behind his head confidently. I sit up and look at him "Killian Jones are you about to cook for me?" He nods and smiles "I'm impressed"
"You'll be even more impressed after you taste my food" he says getting up "So what would the lady like to eat" he says
"Anything. What's your specialty?" I say leaning back
"I make a mean cocktail but that's for later" he says winking "How about a Fettuccine Alfredo?" He says scratching his chin in thought "Yeah it takes no time at all"
"Perfect! Yeah that's great" I say getting up
"Why are you getting up? I'm cooking today" he says motioning for me to sit down.
I'm about to argue but then I remember our fight and decide against it. "Okay" I say in defeat and sit back down.
"Don't worry I'll be quick" he says walking to the kitchen.
He's so sweet, and I am so lucky. I flip through the channels for about 10 minutes then get bored so I decide to go check on the food..I mean Killian.
"Something smells really good" I say walking into the kitchen. It's brand new all black and white cabinets and counters.
"I'm just waiting for it to finish"
"Wow that was fast"
"I wouldn't want to make my princess wait" he says smiling and looking behind him at me, while he's stirring the sauce in front of the stove. I walk behind him and wrap my hands around his waist and rest my head on his back.
"I'm hungry" I say mindlessly
"I know Swan, well that's alright because I'm done" I pull away and he pours the fettuccine into a bowl and then pours the sauce over the pasta. He opens a drawer and pulls out somethig to scoop the pasta and I ask where the plates are.
"They're in the top cabinet" he says pointing behind me. I grab two plates and he gets forks.
We put everything on the table and I get a flash of the future. Well a future. A perfect life with Killian. Except a couple things are different. Henry is here and Killian and I are married. I never thought I could have that life. A perfect marriage. Or even a normal life. Maybe I just need to have hope.
Oh god I sound like Mary Margaret.
       Killian pulls back a seat and I sit down. He places the pasta on the table. "Bon Appetite" Killian says putting some on my plate then his before sitting down.
   I take a bite and my eyes widen. 
    "Holy Crap this is delicious" I say taking another bite.
      "I'm glad you like it" he says
      "I love it"
       We finished eating and talking about 30 minutes after. Killian put us wine but I only had a sip or two since I'm driving home.
    I'm doing the dishes now while Killian is packing up the food and putting it away. I finish and Killian thanks me again.
      "I should probably head home it's getting pretty late" it's 9:15.
     "Okay" he says pouting
      I grab my purse and put on my shoes. I kiss him goodbye as I stand at the door.
     "Oh I almost forgot" Killian runs to the kitchen and grabs a plate filled with the delicious pasta.  "For Henry"
      "That's so sweet thank you" I say taking the plate.
      I say goodbye one more time not really wanting to leave. 
       "Goodnight love, text me so I know you got home safe"
      I'm suprised that he said that. In this damn cursed world everyone fends for themselves. I learned that at a very young age. But here Killian is caring about me unconditionally.
     "I will" I smiling walking out. He waits a couple seconds before closing the door and I sigh. Best date ever.
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      When I get home Henry is finishing up some homework and I heat up his pasta. He really liked it.  I get ready for bed and when I put my phone on the charger next to me I realize I forgot to text Killian.
Killian☺️
      Henry loved the Pasta!
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    I'm glad :D
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    Good night Killian
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   Good night ❤️
      After I saw his text I put my phone down. I feel butterflies in my stomach and realize it's from the heart he put.
God sometimes you can be such a teenager
       Maybe I could start letting my guard down..
       I open my phone again and go to Killian's contact and change it.
Killian💕
         Baby steps..
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   Hey guys! I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. Emma is slowly becoming more comfortable with Killian, and we'll see what happens. Thank you Everyone for 100 followers!! 😊
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