the boy in the cafe

-f i v e-

jeonghan's heart starts to pick up its pace and his hands began to be shake.

well, it's time for me to vanish and crawl under a ditch

jeonghan's face starts to heat up as the the embarrassing memories start to flood back. jeonghan remains calm on the outside while he loses his shit on the inside.

"can i have a medium iced americano please?" the boy asks. seungcheol looked so much better than the last time jeonghan saw him. his eye bags that were visible, were now unnoticeable and his eyes twinkled under the artificial lighting. his hair was neat but still messy in a way and his skin was still milky and smooth as before.

without hesitation, he picked up the clear, plastic cup and began to write his order on it and without noticing, he instantly wrote seungcheol's name on the cup as well.

"okay, that'll be $3.25 please." jeonghan says while passing the cup to wonwoo.

seungcheol takes out his a five dollar bill and hands it to jeonghan and says, "keep the change," with a half smile.
jeonghan stood there, stunned beyond belief.

even though all seungcheol did was give him a small smile, jeonghan couldn't help but lose his entire shit internally. 

he smiled at me
he smiled at me
he smiled at me
he fucking smiled at me
what a time to be alive

he couldn't help but smile to himself as he replayed seungcheol's cute smile in his head. he instantly fell in love with it. the way his eyes softened, the  
way his dimple poked out from his cheek, the way he looked at him.

it drove jeonghan crazy.

he was losing it and he couldn't help but admit that he officially developed a small crush on the boy in the cafe.

his heart pace quickened thinking about seungcheol. it was even worse knowing that he was in the cafe. with him. in the same room.

was he dreaming??

since there were no customers lining up, jeonghan helped wonwoo and mingyu call out the remaining names.

without thinking he picked seungcheol's cup and calling his drink out. "medium iced americano for seungcheol" he called out.

seungcheol appeared right in front of jeonghan as he came to claim his coffee beverage. seungcheol was wearing a smug look on his face.

oh shit what did I do

jeonghan panicked thinking about all the possibilities that would make seungcheol look at him with a smug face.

"how did you know my name when I didn't tell you?" seungcheol asked raising his eyebrow.

fuck my life
this is great
just fucking great
i love everything

jeonghan wanted to run away and hide because of this embarrassment. jeonghan's face flushed, a light pink color coating his cheeks.

"i-um, i-i remembered your name from last time!" jeonghan quickly said while biting his lip nervously. he was dead. he was dead and he wasn't mentally prepared for seungcheol's reply.

jeonghan probably thought he was some type of extreme stalker. from making awkward eye contact to remembering his name!

"i swear im not a stalker or anything!" jeonghan quickly followed.

seungcheol just laughed, "it's okay, i was just wondering."

jeonghan sighed relieved thinking it was the end of this conversation since this was all just too embarrassing.

"but I have a question," seungcheol asked curiously.

this is a perfect time for me to light myself on fire

jeonghan inhaled deeply already knowing what he was going to say.

"why were you staring at me?"