Confused

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Randhir  was stealing glances at sanyukta from sideways.
She was nervous,it was seen the way she was playing with her fingers.
The way she was taping  her feets.
He was nervous too,
The way she was biting her bottom lip , was awakening  many dark desires in the back of his mind.
The desires were taking shapes, creating images in back of his mind.
He wanted to do things which no one would dare to do to her.
But shutting them again in that box from which they arise he took a deep breath.
another cold shower .

They went inside the Dr.cabin.
Dr.David  Thomas with various degrees decorating the nameplate was seated on the glass top.
Sanyukta  looked around there were babies pics,human diagram etc...
The baby pics instantly brought a smile on her face.
She stole a glance at randhir,suddenly she felt void,empty...
What if he ask her to leave the child?
Will she able to survive ?
A man in his 60s  arrived thus breaking the chain of her thoughts.
His hairs were silvered,wrinkles had formed around his eyes.
His aura had a warmth around himself.
Adjusting his glasses he sat on his chair.
Randhir was explaining  about the procedure they wanted to undergo.
Sanyukta was observing the babies pics keenly.
The old Doctor listened to everything and removed his glasses and gave a weak smile .
"Mr.Randhir I have check your reports there isn't a fault in them.
Like you have a good sperm  count and I don't see need for going for this procedure "
The last sentences made sanyukta feel shy while randhir looked away in embarrassment.
The old eyes could see the sparks,hesistance between these young couple.
"See , there might be side effects  along with it,there might be chance that these procedure can fail.
As a Doctor I would advice you to rethink about this"
"Umm. ..Dr. but we are okay with all side effects"
Sanyukta spoked in middle.
Randhir was shock for a second.
"Mrs. Shekhawat  I hope you don't want to answer your child's  queries  such as why he was not outcome of your love but was result of some stupid procedure "
The room was filled with silence.
There was thick tension dwelling in the air.
"I advice you both to talk about this discuss about this again and then rethink about your decision.I am giving you a two days time I wish you luck for taking the best decision"
'Mrs.shekhawat,he is not gonna suffer but you have to suffer both physically, mentally so whatever decision you take keep in mind that you are precious for him just a moment fights,hesitation don't let it swallow your Beautiful  Relationship.
Such a Adorable  pair you both make don't let it ruin by ego,attitude"
Sanyukta  gave a faint smile while randhir  looked with pale face.
The whole ride back to home was silent, long back the plan to flee away was erased.
The Doctor's  words were ringing in their ears.
They entered their room.
There was awkwardness in the air.
Sanyukta  changed into comfortable  clothes.
While randhir took out his laptop and got busier with it .
Both were doing respective works but their mind was stuck on the same conversation with  Dr.
They both were hesistant to talk.
Randhir looked at his sweaty hands,he was thinking how to strike a conversation  but it looked like a huge task.
Here sanyukta felt a knot In her stomach due to restlessness,nervousness.
There was this huge mansion with just only two people and the dreadful silence between  them.
Sanyukta took two cups of coffee and headed towards their room.

Randhir was sitting on bed she placed her mug in front and lost in her own world she took his black coffee.
Sipping  it and letting  her taste buds tolerate the bitter torture she looked at him.
"Umm. ...I will make a new one for you "
She said breaking the thick silence.
"It's okay"
He was about to sip it when he heard her
"Jhootha  hai "
For a sec she thought that she saw something beautiful "his smile "
A genuine  one a real one.
He sipped her tasted coffee while she silently sipped her milky one.
Making the taste of her mouth Lil better.
"Umm..sanyukta...I think. ...no  ..We should talk "
Nervousness  was dripping from his words the hesistance was quite visible.
She looked away from his eyes and sat down on the other side of bed.
"Yeah. ...We need to talk "
"Ummm so what are you thinking ?"
"I am confuse "
"Me too ,sanyukta this is so embarassing"
"Umm yeah and awkward to "
"Umm you won't separate the baby from me ,will you ?"
He looked away and stood at the window.
The icy cold wind kissed his cheeks, he remained silent while she swallowed the lump in her throat .
He himself didn't had this answer,did he ?
The conversation  died there itself leaving the dreadful silence again.
They both slept facing away from eachother.
Sanyukta was changing her sides,positions making randhir irritate.
"Sanyukta,sleep "
"No I can't,why the hell  did you came in my life.You are the reason due to which the word called "Peace " disappeared from my life".
She bursted  on him,making him flinch in anger.
His nostrils flarred due to anger.
They both turned towards each other and looked away giving glares to eachother.
"It was indeed a long night ".
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Heyya  people how was the update I hope I am not making you bore.
Did anyone watched Behadd  I  liked it
For the first time I liked Jennifer her dressing style, attitude was quite impressive.

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