october 31st, 2016
i will never be cleansed of my sin. i make it over and over again. my head shouts at me no, my body begs please.
my sin will forever stick with me. i'm sorry.
life is too much to carry on my own. so i look to horrible things that make my conscience squirm and die.
why does that side of my mind have so much power? who gave it the gun? i feel like the answer is me, but there would be no way to run.
so how do i escape it?
