feb 24th. friday 2017
in the end, it isn't about my lack of studying or my talents. it's not about that.
it's about money.
i hold back tears because my parents shouldn't be here, listening to my cries and wiping away my salted sadness.
it's always been about money. so
i really don't know
why i was surprised. inside i was dying to ask them
please just let me -
but i know i couldn't. and i never can.
(i'm sorry that i care this much about it)
