mar 1st, 2017
and suddenly i was filled with hatred a fiery emotion of disgust
simply because we know your has involved everything
everything except us
you keep your dreams safety stocked away in barrels and buckets until that outrageous day
you're able to say "we did it"
but look around look
around at the sacrifices you willingly made ,
im not standing up there with you I HAVENT UNTIL THAT FUCKING DAY YOU LEFT
AND I CANT REMEMBER IF YOU EVER SAID YOUD COME BACK
but you haven't :
not for good.
so look. look around your beautiful beaches of velvet sand and concrete stars take a look around and watch as the ocean waves hit the shore TAKE A LOOK. AT WHAT YOU DONT SEE- me. a relationship with me is all i ever fucking wanted
all i ever wanted was for me to matter. but i know damn well that i never will
not enough anyway
not enough for you to come home
not enough
not enough
i was never fucking enough for you.
