february 5th, 2017
in self hate, trying to breathe but there's no air to take, lying down in a bed of death, stop
what's the meaning of this?
understanding that there's no way to fix me, drowning in all my responsibility, trying to be great but being way too
tempted.
is this what you expected?
when they said "growing up" and "gaining freedom", trying to learn how not to get caught
but
it's caught you're dead take a look at this moment
in time
you'll be alright. but then you'll suffer.
"just give it all to him." i can't. because i don't understand it, i don't like it, faith is annoying
i am lost and i'm not really looking.
just trying to live and not get broken.
it's easy though
because i already am.
