I am sitting here on my bed at 9:08 pm crying my eyes out. My nephew is laying next to me sound asleep. Every once in while I give myself an outlet. I sit in bed and listen to sad songs. It gives me a reason to cry without feeling guilty. I listen to songs about suicide. Why? Because it hurts. I smile and laugh when need be but they aren't real. I hurt. It feels so good to let it out but only when nobody is here to watch me. I can't show anyone.
Ya know... My mom said that if I ever committed suicide she would do the same right after because she wouldn't be able to handle the pain. I think that's one of the reasons that I don't do it.
The songs and pictures I chose almost always pertain to the chapter or part that they are attached to.
This song Dark Enough is perfect.
Please watch it or at least listen to it.
YOU ARE READING
A Simple Story
Non-FictionA dash of reality, a pinch of responsibility and a ton of stress.
