A Simple Story

5:50 AM

I am awake at 5:50 am. I have been awake since 5:25 am because I have to babysit. Big Chris just came down and is trying to be super nice to me.
They slept together last night. Not like had sex but just in the same bed. They haven't slept in the same bed for over 6 months.
I am beyond pissed right now.
This is not fair. He can't do this.
I cried myself to sleep last night because I knew this shit would happen.
I woke up at 12 last night. Midnight. I just woke up and was wide awake. I lied there and tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't.
Then I hear Mom and Chris come out of the room... Together.
They went downstairs together and came back upstairs together.
I cried myself to sleep for the second time that night.

I fucking hate this. Why does shit always happen to us? It's not fair!

I do not write this for attention!
I write this to be able to vent and to have this as a reference for when I write my full length memoir.