MONSTA X #1: Deleted Mémoire

6. Forgotten

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Why is it like this? I want to move but I think I do 't have the strenght to do so, I want to open my eyes but I couldn't, I wanna talk but I can't. What's happening? Why can't I do what I wanna do?

I heard muffled sound, it's all I can do, hear someone that I don't eve know. I'm so fucked am I? How can I hear when I can't talk nor move? Am I gone dead? But how can I hear?

What exactly happened? Why can't I remember anything?

"HyoKi-ah." I heard someone say, his voice is soft, like it was made to sing. I want to hear him sing, I want to suggest bim sing but I can't talk. "I saw KiHyun hyung getting out i this room."

HyoKi and KiHyun, who are they? I don't know them, I don't remember I know someone named HyoKi nor KiHyun, am I friends with them?

The name HyoKi sounds so familliar, maybe she's my bestfriend.
The guy who visited me earlier mention HyoKi too, maybe that girl is really close to me. But I can't remember someone named HyoKi visited me, did the two of us fought?

"Yah, it's been three days, you should wake up already." He said once again, I wanna say that I'm awake, that I can hear him, but I can't. Who is this guy? Do I have a brother? I don't know, I can't remember.

"Ten-ssi came here you know?" He asked.

Who's Ten? Why does he know a lot of people and why was that guy Ten named Ten? Is 1 to 9 are already unavailabe? Is there someone I know named Eleven too?

"You should wake up and accompany me to come at the club once again. I promise I'll never left your side, even your right side." He said. I wanna laugh hard because of his joke, am I friends with him? He's so funny.

"I'll be going now, I just dropped by." I felt sad when he said that, so soon. "We're filming a Music Video, don't tell others, arasseo?" He whispered and I felt him kissed my temple before I heard footsteps. Maybe he's already walking out. I tried so hard t open my eyes, I don't want him to leave, even though I don't kno him, I still don't want him to leave. I don't want to be here alone.

"Ngh." I groan but it's too late, because I heard the door closed before I could move my fingers and open my eyes, but my eyelids are so heavy that it close again.

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"Hi, I'm here again." I heard someone say, it's different from the person earlier, his voice is so honey-like. It's so sweet. I wanna hear it every day.

"I miss you." I said and I felt his hand touches mine. I gathered all my strenght to move my fingers. "HyoKi?" That  name again. I slowly open my eyes but what I can see is blury. Where am I?

"Oh my God." I heard him gasp but I can't look at him. I can't move my head, kt feels so heavy I can't move my neck ether.

"Wait HyoKi, I'm going to call the nurse." He said in a rush and ran out, seconds I know, I heard footsteps getting nearer to my bed.

They assesed me, ask different questions but I cannot answer all of them. I feel lost, I think I don't know anything. I think I don't  even know my own name.

When all of the nurses left, the guy walked towards me, worry is all written on his face.

"Are you okay HyoKi, do you need anything?" He asked.

"HyoKi?" I asked, who is she? Why do they keep on calling me HyoKi?

"Yes, you're name is HyoKi." He said as he smile, "Thank God you already woke up. I miss you so much." He said as he hug me.

"Who are you? Are you my brother? Where's my mom? Where's dad?" I asked, and as if on cue, the door bursted open revealing a woman and a man on their 50's.

"My daughter." The woman said, I look at them confusedly.

"She has an amnesia Auntie." The guy silently said.

"Mwoya?" The woman ask as she glances at me. She walked towards my bed and gave me a tight hug. "This is me HyoKi, your mom." She said.

"Mom." I said softly.

"Yes, I am your mom, and this man beside me is your dad." He said glancing at the man beside us. I look at the guy, then who is he? He doesn't look like my mom nor dad, is he adopted or what?

"Who is he mom?" I asked. "He's your boyfriend HyoKi. His name is KiHyun." I saw how the guy's eyes widen. Why is he surprise?

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"KiHyun." I silently called when he came inside the room I am in. He smiled when he saw me and put thebasket full of fruits on the side table. He pecked on my lips and sat on the chair beside my bed.

It's been a week since I woke up, the doctor said I am recovering fast and it's already okay if get discharged from the hospital.

"I saw you in TV." I said. I watched TV earlier and I saw him in the Arirang channel with six guys, they were on the After School Club variety show. A smile formed on his lips.

"Really?" He asked and I nodded.

"The truth is, I'm a singer." He said, "And I belong to the group MONSTA X, do you want to meet them?" He asked. I nodded once again.

"I saw all of you perform and I really like you're new song." I said, I like their songs but I don't know what is the title of the new song. A smile form on his face once again, he look so cute and I like it very much when he smile and look at me as if I'm the most beautiful girl he have ever seen.