weibo 《 renjun 》

24th

surprisingly, the dance practice when well. after the practice, i went to the cafetaria with sr17g. no nope, not with hyolim and arin duh.

once we stepped in, all of them were looking at us, looking at me in fact. whispers could be heard and those ugly glares from girls and boys trainee.

something defintely happened.

i turned behind me and asked, "did something happened?" they shrugged.
some of their whispers were loud though, "jarel" "hyesoo" "cheated" "renjun" could be heard. wow.

good job hyolim, goodjob. i rolled my eyes. "hey, lets grab our food and eat at the rooftop?" koeun unnie suggested and all of us agreed. thank you koeun noona :")

"hyesoo unnie, so how is it now after 3 months in korea?" herin asked as we sat on the floor as if we are on a pinic.

i thought for a while.

"it was hard at first but after i met you all and dreams, i feel comforted. yall are like my 2nd family but i kinda miss my friends back in singapore too. im blessed and grateful to be here, training with you all, meeting yall and able to reunite with my childhood friend here." i smiled, thinking about the great memories i had here.

"unnie, im glad to meet you too!!" lami exclaimed and hugged me.

"lets work hard together and debut together okay?" koeun unnie asked and all of us shouted, "fighting!"

"anyway, our group perfromance evaluation is in next 2 weeks, lets do this together and show them our potential!!" koeun unnie said with confidence.

"our..excluding hyelim and arin." lami whispered and we laughed at how cute she is.

renjun pov dreams car

"hey look, a trainee sent us this." mark hyung showed us the message.

"hyungs, hyolim spreaded rumours about hyesoo noona and jarel hyung and it involved renjun hyung too" i read out. "what?? what rumours?" jarel asked as he heard his name.

"what rumours. its true anyway." jeno said looking at his phone. i glared at him.

i dont get why everyone believes hyolim's words?? and only lucas hyung, mark hyung and i dont believe. this is ridiculous.

7xkxkck: you okay?
7xkxkck: wanna get some icecream together?
7xkxkck: my treat ㅋㅋ
uhhyesoo: ofc im okay? HAHA
uhhyesoo: yas i want icecream
uhhyesoo: but
uhhyesoo: evaluation is in 2 weekz time :(

i smiled at her text. shes alright shes alright :")

hyesoo pov practice room

he probably heard about it and hes not angry at me? honestly i didnt sign up for this. what if i debut and all these rumours come out again and i caused my members? what if i dont even debut? should i just go back to singapore and continue studying?

i sigh.

"c'mom girls, lets continue our practice." koeun said, pulling herin and hina up.

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after several practice, i felt more relax and lighter, really. dancing is my stress reliver heh. i looked at the timing, omo its alr 9pm.

"hyesoo unnie, koeun unnie is ordering food delivery later at the dorm. you want anything?" herin asked. i shook my head, "i have sandwiches here and im staying for more dancing."

7xkxkck: done wif practice?
7xkxkck: wanna meet?
uhhyesoo: alone practicing.
uhhyesoo: come only if you have icecream HUE
7xkxkck: dude its like so late already!! unhealthy
uhhyesoo: ok ijun ok
7xkxkck: fine just for you heh

after around 1hr, renjun arrived. honestly, im so happy to see him. he raised his hands which was holding 2 icecreams. i squeled and grabbed one.

"did you not eat dinner?" he looked at me, clearly judging me. "this." i pointed at my icecream and smiled while he shook his head.

after i finished, i continued my practice while he was just sitting there completing his english homework.

honestly, awkward. like who would thought of being in the same room as your idol and your idol treating you to icecream ㅜㅜ still unbelievable.

when a sad song played, i danced free-style to it but damn the song feels hit me right in the heart. all the sad memories in korea just attacked me - rumours, hyelim, jarel, negative thoughts.

"ya why are you crying again!!" renjun stood up and brought me to the coner. istg i didnt know i was crying out loud.