How It All Started

Chapter 20- The Goodbye's

Chapter 20

"I'm in love with you Shane."

My own voice replays over and over in my head. I've never admitted that to anyone. How he starred right into my eyes and said it so slowly. My heart nearly beat out of my chest.

"Al," Shane moans and I kiss just below his jaw line. Our eyes meet and we both smile. He sits down on the bed, his hand clasped with mine, he pulls me over to sit on his. He pulls me directly in front of him and he takes my hips and pulls me on top of him. He lays back, so I'm straddling him, my hands places on his chest. My dress is bunched up very high on my thighs.

"Al, I love you. But the feelings I have for you, I love you doesn't even begin to describe it. I feel so much more. I want to show you how much I love you," my heart races. Are we going to make love? Is that what he's implying? "Baby I want to do this right, we aren't going to do it, if that's what your worried about. I want to do this right with you, I want to do everything right," the smile on my face is getting wider. How did I end up in love with such a guy? He's just great.

"Now let's get ready for bed," he sits up almost causing me to fall on the hard, yet soft carpeted floor. "I've got you Sweet Cheeks," his breath is on my neck causing goosebumps.

"Can you unzip the dress for me?" I shyly ask as we both stand.

"Of course Babe," he whispers in my ear. Why does he keep doing this! He's making me crazy! He slowly unzips it, my hands are pushed against my boobs making sure it doesn't fall. The zipper stops just above my bum. "There you go," he chuckles at how I'm holding my dress up. I should have thought this through, now I have to get my pajamas. Picking up the first things I saw that looked comfortable I walking into the bathroom. I look into the mirror before closing the door, and Shane is concentrated on undoing the buttons on his shirt.

Once I finish gettig ready for bed, I shut the lights off and jump on to the bed. Getting under the blankets, it's not that I'm cold, it's just that I decided to sleep in shorts. Well I didn't decide to, I grabbed them as my dress was hanging off me, so I took my first choice. Cuddling in close next to Shane. His eyes already closed, a small hum appears as I lay my head into his chest. His lips press agaisnt the top of my head, and his arm wraps around my back.

I quickly decide to put my hair into a messy bun, and lay back down. This time laying close to Shane so our bodies are touching. When he notices he can't get a good hold on to me, he said it was protection in the night, but I really don't believe that, he turns on to his side and cuddles himself into my back. His arm securely around my waist, and his face resting just behind mine.

"Goodnight, I love you," I whisper into the darkness to the bright blue eyed man laying right behind me.

He kisses me neck just below my ear, "Goodnight Sweet Cheeks, I love you," he kisses the end of my jaw line once again before I drift off to sleep.

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I wake up to something vibrating on the nightstand beside me. Reaching over, without barely moving, not that I could, Shane has got his death grip on me, I see it's Shane's phone. The caller id identifies that it's his mother.

"Hello?" My voice is barely audible considering I've just woken up,  the fact the I was singing, or screaming lyrics as it happened. I say it again, saying it again louder this time.

"Oh hello dear, what are you and Shane up to?" She questions, the background silent behind her.

"Just waking up, how about you guys?" I attempt to sit up, but Shane pulls me back against him. I give up fighting against him, lay back down, he's a heater.