I literally have the worst luck with friends. Ever. I think it's me. Like, not that I'm a bad person really, just that I'm terrible at holding friendships because of my personality.
My friend said he wouldn't say anything rude that that again. Woop. I was right. He did.
I don't know if he's joking or? Still it hits below the belt
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(The "new Justine" thing is referring to an old friend we had who everyone besides me would always say they hate her behind her back until they decided to leave her. She left right before they did so)
Like.... the hell. You know I'm not self confident.
You know I have anxiety that causes me to think like this.
You know I already am seeing a therapist or trying to to fix it.
Sorry I tried talking about me for once. I've been trying to talk about how I feel because maybe that's what I do wrong? But it's the same story every time.
I'm pathetic
Don't even tell me I'm not I don't want attention. I don't need to be told I'm right and he's wrong.
I don't need him as a friend. I don't need friends in general.
