I literally hate my anxiety so much I wish I could rip it out of my body.
I can't do anything because of it.
I'm so stuck in this damn bubble I've built for myself.
I WANT to go on field trips
I WANT to hang out with my friends after school
I WANT to be able to leave the freaking house without wanting to go home!I know this is all I talk about
It's literally my only problem. Yeah sure I have other problems but they are all so ... pointless compared to this.
We have so many end of the year activities at school.
And I don't want to go because of my anxiety. But I DO want to go. Really bad. I want to go to the dance and to Canobie (a place with roller coasters. Do they have Canobie lake park other places?)
I want to do stuff
I want to cry.
I might just say hell with it and go.
But I know how stressed I'll be.
And how I might cry.
I don't think I'll be able to.
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बेतरतीबThe third book of my art and rants and silly little things haha. Feel free to read my other three drawing books as well!