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I just heard the neighbors kid cough really loud and I'm afraid he threw up.

Now I'm gonna be anxious the rest of the night and MCAS is tomorrow but I'm so scared right now ugh.

I want this to go away.

Forever.

I redid Erin's design. I like it better now.

She's cute.

I need to make an oc with anxiety. Maybe Erin will.

I can relate to it better that way

I feel like anxiety could be used as an adjective for describing me. And that bothers me.

It controls my life. Completely.

Every choice, action, decision I make is based on my fears.

I am in this constant state of worry. All the time.

And as you know... it's pretty much a lot of my life. And my problems.

I want it gone.

More than anything else in this entire universe.

And the fear that this will be my life forever...... haunts me every day.

I'd kill myself.

I can't live like this.

But I hope there will be something to fix me.

I'm preying this medication does something good.

I'm beyond tired of it.

And everyone else is too