ST/IT Oneshots {COMPLETED}

Crybaby - Sophia Lillis

Characters - Sophia Lillis, Y/N
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Y/N's POV

I threw a vase at the wall. The shattered glass flew everywhere and the delicate lilies fell to the floor.

Why would she? WHY WOULD SHE?! Everything's different now. Everything's broken. Gone. Destroyed.

I loved you Sophia Lillis.

I loved your hair.
Your smile.
Your eyes.
Oh, god your eyes.
The way the blue and green molded together. Your pupils dilating whenever you saw something that excited you. 

But, that had to change, didn't it? You had to fuck everything up. You had to do what you did.

No one asked for you to jump.
No one wanted you to jump.
No one needed you to jump.

I wanted to jump as soon as you did.
Let myself fill right up with water.
Let myself make it together forever.
Follow you all the way up to heaven.
No, we'd definitely go to hell.
I loved you, Sophia.

These tears I cry are for you.
The songs are hear are because of you.
These words I speak are because I love you.
I love you because you are you. And being you is enough for me.

No one asked for change.
No one wanted change.
No one needed change.
But we got it.
Because you weren't satisfied with yourself.

I hope you understand I could never hate you for what you did.
Just a little...disappointed that you never spoke to me.
You never even seemed upset.

I guess that's where I went wrong.
I did nothing.
I let it happen.
I let you crumble brick by brick until you were deconstructed.
And I am sorry.

So fucking sorry I can't even put it into words.
All my heart beats will be because of you.
They will be waiting to meet you again in an another lifetime.

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SORRY!!

A) I haven't updated in a couple of days...oops

B) I'm actually really proud of this chapter.

C) Do ya like my new covers? ClaireThePhanYandere made them for me. Thank you Claire!