"I'm sorry to everyone.
I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough.
I'm sorry I made you cry. Even if they were happy tears.
I'm sorry I can't keep up.
I'm sorry I auditioned.
I'm sorry I got the role.
I'm sorry you liked me.
I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry for existing.
I'm sorry you thought I dated my best friend.
I'm sorry I disappointed you.
I'm sorry my singing killed your ears.
I'm sorry I can't act. I'm sorry I can't live. I'm sorry for what I've done to you. I'm sorry you put up with it I'm sorry you see me I'm sorry I'm crying I'm sorry you live knowing I do too I'm sorry for the people who you don't know in person but I made you meet I'm sorry you had to tell anyone about me I'm sorry!
I'm just so sorry okay!
I can't do this anymore!
I WANT TO GO
i want to leave
please
let me
let me go let me drown in my tears let me cry until there's nothing left until i dehydrate myself until I'm GONE
until people forget my memory until people... move on."
I took a deep breath and smiled at the casting directors.
"Thank you for the audition, Millie. It was very...emotional."
I bowed quickly and muttered a 'thank you' before walking out.
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Sorry to the people who wanted a part 2 of the other stuff I can't do it cause I don't think it needs it. Also please remind me of you wanted the Noah one or the Jeremy one.
Also I decided to stop writing the characters at the beginning I'm just too lazy :)
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