the arctic monkeys series [5sos]

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These memories flooded back to me

While I was crouched on my knees

Sobbing into my palms

As doctors tried to comfort me.

My Arabella was gone.

I would never see those

Beautiful blue eyes

Or that precious smile

Ever again.

I couldn't get over her

She told me specifically

To get over her

Those were her final words

And I knew that I should obey them

Because that's what a good person does.

But I simply knew that I could not.

Her prescence still lingers fresh in my mind

A fire that could never be put out

And I would spend forever

Crying and remembering

My sweet Arabella.

The doctors took me by both arms

And dragged me away

From her lifeless body

The body that once possessed

So much liveliness and freedom.

As my tears grew into streams

And my sobs grew into hiccups

I took one final glance at her

Before the door swung shut

Along with the gate to my heart.

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such sadness

should i upload a new ashton fic or nah???