the arctic monkeys series [5sos]

16

I walked home alone

Not quite sure where I was going

Disoriented

And sleep deprived.

When I finally arrived home

I collapsed on my bed

Completely exhausted

And utterly confused.

People say it's dumb

To fall in love with someone

In such a short amount of time

And that you're irrational

For even considering

The idea of love

But in the hours that I had spent

Talking and dreaming with Rose

I had experienced something

Different and exotic

For the first time in my life.

She made me feel free

Alive

A holiday that I desperately needed

And she made me recognize my desires

And face them.

I was looking for someone

To take away the numbness

And the emptiness

That I felt

And my short time with Rose

Had done just that.

So as my eyes shut tight

And I slumped down on my pillow

I thought of love

And loss

And how it felt

When the person you loved

Refused to feel love altogether.

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short and sweet

only two more chapters omfg

it's been a crazy two months ((i think it's been two idk)) and it's been so fun writing this series for you guys. i hope you enjoyed!!