the arctic monkeys series [5sos]

epilogue

"Hi Lottie."

The cold wind ruffled my hair

And turned my cheeks

A pale shade of pink.

She didn't reply.

"It's been awhile

But I've been busy

And I'm sorry."

She didn't reply.

"I brought you a flower again."

She didn't reply.

"They're white roses

I know they're your favorite."

She didn't reply.

"You wouldn't believe

What happened yesterday.

My parents said that

I'll be moving away soon."

She didn't reply.

"I'll miss you so much."

She didn't reply.

"Hey, I just wanted to remind you

That I've been coming here

Every day

For the past ten months.

Don't I deserve anything?

A sign?"

She didn't reply.

I sighed and felt tears

Prickling in the corners of my eyes

Like raindrops running down a windowpane

Just waiting to drop and die.

I let out a shuddery breath

And placed the white rose

Among the others that I had left

From every other day.

I always brought white roses.

"Well, Lottie.

It's been tough without you

And I still love you

I always will.

Your fuse is fireside,

And the empty hotel suite inside my heart

Will always have room for you."

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this last chapter killed me im sorry i literally cried writing it

how did you guys like fireside????

the series is halfway finished sigh it's so much fun to write

stay tuned for book 3 aka knee socks which is a luke fic :---))))))

comment and give feedback on how you liked both arabella and fireside yay