the arctic monkeys series [5sos]

epilogue

The next and last time

That I saw her

Was at the club

The following week.

A once unfamiliar face

Now held memories and promises

That were wasted away.

And yet her hair was still flowing

And her eyes were still lively

And she was still smiling

Oblivious to my pain

And trapped in her own dreams.

I watched from the sidelines

My main goal being

To just watch the way she moved

And try to clear any evidence of her

From my mind.

I was certain that she was real

As she downed shot after shot

And danced to the deep bass.

That was until a boy

Walked up to her

Whispering secrets in her ear

And she pulled away and laughed

And I willed myself

Not to get jealous.

She took him by the hand

And led him away from my sight

And I didn't bother following.

Perhaps she had gone

Back to her old ways

But I guess I'll never know

As I was merely a fly on the wall to her.

I sulked home straightaway

Deciding to walk and enjoy the air.

I hadn't even had a drink

Because I wanted to stay sober

In case she remembered me.

The narrow streets widened

And I came across a familiar house.

And in front of this house

Was a taxi cab pulling away

And a girl who was

Tugging a boy inside

And this boy had an excited look

On his face

While she just smirked wickedly.

The last thing I caught sight of

Was the two of them

Disappearing behind the front door

And I once again wondered

If she were real or not

Because the thrill of the chase

Moves in mysterious ways.

And all I knew

Was that the boy

Had no idea what he was in for.

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OMFG IM CRYING ITS OVER ITS OVER AHHHHHHH

you guys have no idea how much this series has impacted me and made me cry writing and every morning i look forward to updating for you guys and it's just wonderful sigh

i will miss all of you guys so much and i've decided that doing a contest for this would be too much because i already did one for 10:53 sigh

so now i ask the question: who's your favorite ship????

if you guys like my poetry i might post another book full of random poems i've written in case you want to read them? opinions on this lmao

well anyway friends it's been a wild ride. it's been real, it's been fun, it's been real fun.

just might've tapped into your mind and soul but you can't be sure xoxo