the arctic monkeys series [5sos]

15

Lottie passed away

On that Thursday night.

She had left me

After she had told me

That she would never leave.

I didn't know

If I would ever be able

To love someone

As much as I loved her.

My stupid, amazing

Lovely, reckless

Beautiful Lottie.

I sat in the waiting room

For hours

And when they finally told me

That she was gone

That she had left

I crumpled to the floor

And buried my face in my hands

And cried

And I didn't care

Who was watching.

They had told me

That Michael was stable

And he was breathing

And moving

And alive.

Unfair, unfair, unfair.

I would spend a lifetime

Remembering her hair

Her eyes

Her smile

Her laugh

Her

And I'd have to deal with

Never seeing any of

Those lovely things

Ever again.

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raise your hand if you cried

i might do a double update bc only 3 more chapters until i start knee socks woohoo

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