the arctic monkeys series [5sos]

11

"Wh...what?"

I stuttered

Inhaling her words.

She chewed on

The inside of her mouth

And frowned.

"I love you"

She muttered

"But I've been too afraid

To say it.

Ever since Brandon hit me

The first time

I was scared that

If I left him

Then he would go after me

Or even worse, you.

And I couldn't put

Either of us

In danger like that.

But Luke

Everything about you

Amazes me

Like the way you're

Always there for me

Even when I'm being a pain

And how you'd sing me to sleep

When I'm having a rough day.

You're the wings

And I need you to fly.

That's something that

Brandon could never do.

I don't know if

I'm capable of love again

Because the last time

I thought I loved someone

It didn't turn out so well."

She smiled shakily

And my arms snaked

Around her waist

Pulling her in closer.

"I'll always be here for you

It's been horrible

Seeing you with him

And I can't help but blame

This all on myself

Because I should've been there

To protect you

But I wasn't.

Jessa

I love you

And I always have

And I always will

And I will help you forget

And I will help you love again."

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i wrote this chapter in like 5 minutes im sorry if it sucks im so behind bc sports and music and finals coming up and sigh im just tired