Not So Bad After All (BWWM)(EDITING)

🌹Chapter Fifty🌹

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🌹ROSE POV🌹

I could barely sleep last night. Not that I really wanted to anyway. Jayden and stayed and made amazing love all night, only stopping to catch our breaths. You would've thought we were on our honeymoon or something by the way we were all over each other.

I can't even believe how completely free I feel right now. I feel like a woman. Like my body has finally caught up with my mind and feelings. I loved my body right now... Is that weird?

I also feel really sore though... My entire body was aching, especially between my legs. I don't know if that's normal... but I figured my body just needed to get used to having sex.

Jayden and I were spooning, so I turned over so that I could see his face and I watched him sleep. He stirred and tighten his arm around my waist.

He looked exhausted. I probably shouldn't wake him up. He's so beautiful though... It's hard not to swoon right now.

My love for him has increased far beyond my expectations and it scared me a little. I have no doubt that he's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. It's very overwhelming sometimes, now being one of those times. Just to love someone with so much passion and urgency.

I kissed Jayden's cheek and slowly got out of bed, unable to move fast with my body being so sore. I went into the bathroom and got straight into the shower. The warm water literally never felt better to me. I let the steam fog up the entire bathroom. My aching body felt ten times better after I was done showering. Though the soreness never left, it just decreased a bit.

I'll pop some ibuprofen later, I told myself, but I doubt the soreness between my legs will go away.

I wrapped my towel around my body and left the bathroom. To my surprise, Jayden wasn't in the bed anymore. I looked around the really large room for him but gave up when I couldn't find him. I decided to see if he was downstairs after I got dressed.

Then as if on cue, he entered the room, but with a tray of food in his hands.

"Thought I would surprise you" he smiled sheepishly. "Hope your hungry".

My damn heart is gonna stop! How freaking cute! I internally squealed.

"I am surprised. This is so sweet... Is that bacon I smell?"

"Yup", He sat the tray down on the nightstand, "and waffles and cheesy eggs"

"With syrup and ketchup?" I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Of course. Just the way you like it", he kissed my lips.

"Your perfect... You know that right?" I asked after I kissed his lips.

"I shallow in comparison to your perfection" he smoothly shot back.

I smiled knowingly, "You've been reading some of my literature again".

He shrugged while trying to stop himself from smiling, "Maybe..."

I quickly pecked his lips before I sat down on the bed to rub my lotion all over my body. I seemed to have gotten lost in my own thoughts. Last night kept replaying in my head. I could remember he felt inside of me, filling me up entirely. His moans and grunts beautifully blending with my mine, creating a harmony I'll never forget. His naked body against mine, hands roaming freely over my body, soft lips against mine and my neck. The feeling of me cumming on his dick while he watched... Watching him cum because of me...

My breathing increased as the memory replayed in my head. An intense tingly feeling sparked between my legs causing me to have to cross them.

"Rose?" I faintly heard. I then felt him sit down next to me. "You alright?"