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9 // nightmares jackxdaniel

Trigger Warning:
This has a bit of self harm in it so if you do that stuff I advise you to not read on. Also if you do, do that, don't. Don't hurt your beautiful faces. I know a 'Don't' isn't good enough to help, but just know that there's people out there just like you, not just you. Again please don't hurt your beautiful bodies. - 💙

Daniel

I sat there on the cold tiled floor. Gay...gay.
Am I? Am I gay? Am I, Daniel James Seavey, gay?

Jack

I sat there on the cold wooden floor.
Gay...gay.
Am I? Am I gay? Am I, Jack Robert Avery, gay? Tears were rolling down my cheeks. I opened the door to see Daniel, tears streaming down his cheeks as well. Did he mean it? "D-Daniel." I said as I wiped away some tears from my eyes. He hummed back. "Did you mean it?" I asked. He just nodded, I saw a smile on his face. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. "I love you, so much." I said. He just cried into my shoulder. "I love you more." He said. I closed my eyes ready for a set of lips on mine, nothing. Nothing hit my lips but, regret.

*End of dream*

I woke up drenched in sweat. "Jack wake up!" Daniel said shaking me, awake. I just sat there crying. "No, Don't cry. What happened?" Daniel said as he pulled me up onto his lap. "N-Nighmare." I said crying into his shoulder. "Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked. "No." I said coldly. "Ok, but if you do want to talk about then you can, with me." He said. Never will I talk about it, he'll think different of me. I nodded. We just sat there in silence with his arms wrapped me. Daniel and I got so tired we just slept on top of each other.

30 Minutes Later

"There so adorable." I heard a voice say. "SHH! You're gonna wake them up, Zach." I heard another voice say, Jonah. Daniel and I quickly separated from each other. "I-Its not like that!" I said, blushing. "MmmHmm I feel the electricity." Zach said. Jonah laughed. "Electricity?" Daniel asked as he covered him self up with a blanket. "He means he can feel chemistry, like between you two." Jonah corrected. "Where did you get this from?" I asked. "Dunno." He said as he walked away. Jonah shrugged and walked after the boy, Which left me and Daniel in silence. "Zach is so stupid." I said as i walked over to my dresser. Daniel nodded.  I got dressed and went down stairs. I went into the kitchen and sat down on one of the seats surrounding the kitchen island. I went on instagram and read a lot of lovely comment on the other boys pages. A bit of hate on Daniels. A lot of shipping on the Why Don't We page. I went on mine, it was different. More hate, more drama. I read it.
"Gay!"
"Fagot."
"Go die!"
"Jeez, ur ugly af."
Etc.
I read on and on. Am
I gay? I ran into the bathroom. I locked the door, opened the drawers looking for a blade, Nothing. Fuck. I started crying, i couldn't do anything. No blade, no razor. I just sat there on the cold tile floor just like i did in my dream. I looked around to see what I could use to hurt myself, my nails. I made a fist into my palm and started squeezing my nails into my palm. I screamed, loudly. Fuck, he's gonna find me. I continue you to dig my nails into my palms. "Fuck it." I say over and over again. Daniel opens the door, lifeless. He starts to cry. "I-It's not your fault, Daniel." I said from a distance. "What do you mean its not my fault? I post 'Bromance' things and people count it as a relationship. I'm so stupid. I did this." He said as he walked towards me and grabbed my hands. "N-No you didn't." I said as i snatched my hands out of his hands. "I cut myself while Cooking!" I said, clearly a lie. "I heard you scream." Daniel said as he slid down the wall and sat next to me. "I'm sorry." Daniel said wiping away his tears. "Don't be." I said not looking at his reaction. I just looked across from me, a blank wall. I bit my lip trying not to burst out into tears. It didn't work I just burst out into tears. "I don't want people to think of me differently." I say as I stutter a bit. Daniel pulls me up onto his lap. "Shhhhhhh." Daniel said as he hugged me tightly. "Jack, who cares what they think? You're Jack Robert Avery! Funny, kind, talented, loving. I love you." Daniel said smiling. I hug him tighter. "I-I love you too." I said. I felt him wrap his arms around my waist, he picked me up. I layed my head on his warm shoulder. "I love you, Daniel." I said. "I'm head over heels for you." He said he ran over to our shared room, as i just bounced up and down his waist at the rhythm of his feet. He ran in and locked the door. "D-Danny, you're scaring me." I said. "Don't worry." He said as he came a little closer. He turned around and smashed his lips into mine. Our lips moved in sync. I pulled away. I just sat there in shock. "I'm sorry, I just had to." Daniel said blushing. "Don't be." I said as i attacked him and smashed my Lips into his. I bit his lower lip waiting for entry into his mouth. Daniel slowly opened his mouth, I quickly slipped in my lounge, exploring his mouth. Daniel pulled away. "Oh my lord." He said, as he touched his lips. "What?" I asked, still hungry for more. "You made my lips bleed!" He pouted. "Sorry! You didn't let me in!" I said. "Fine, but that means i get to make you're lips bleed." He said. "Be my guest," I said as he smashed his lips into mine.

(Hi hello I'm so so so so very sorry for not being active. I'm very busy but I'll try my best to keep up! If you ever feel like I've completely abandoned this account or book, i wouldn't abandone it , I'd tell you guys first. I'm not gonna abandone this book anytime soon. Im so so so sorry, I'll try my best!- 💙)