The Last Piece (Flower Boys Series #1)✔

Piece 30

Five more chapter and this story is done. Thank you for supporting TLP! I hope you'll also support the 2nd series entitled "How to make love"

Trust

Mabilis ang mga pangyayari, I managed to fix myself before the guy appeared infront of us. Kinakabahan ako ng makita niya kami sa likod ng batuhan habang si Azer naman ay prenteng nakikipag usap dito na parang walang nangyari.

I'm not sure if he saw us, kahit papaano ay natatakpan kami ng mga bato mula sa pinangalingan niya pero sa lakas ng pinakawalan ko kanina ay hindi malabong hindi niya ito narinig.

I was silent until we reach the boat, Azer still help me to ride the boat as if nothing happened. Habang ako ay nakayuko lamang, hindi magawang tumingin sa kanya o kahit sino man na nandito sa bangka. We were accompanied by two man, ang isa ay medyo may edad na at ang isa ay halos kaedad ko lang, that makes me more troubled.

"Hey, are you fine? You look tired." Nag aalala itong bumaling sa akin, tila talaga parang wala lang sa kanya ang lahat.

I knew it. This is not new to him. Sa akin lang naman big deal ang nangyari. I'm sure he've experienced things more than that. But what makes me more stressed is that I am the one who pushed him to keep going. Damn it.

Pero wala akong pinagsisisihan, if that's nothing to him, then the less I care. For me, it's something that I want to give to someone I love. If it's all lust for him, hindi ko na dapat problema 'yon lalo na at ako ang may kasalanan sa nangyari.

Dahil sa pananahimik ko ay hindi na kami natuloy pumunta pa sa ibang pupuntahan. It's fine. I don't think I would enjoy it anyway, sa ngayon ang gusto ko lang ay makauwi at makapagpahinga.

"Is it about what happened? Don't worry, no one saw us. I assure you." That's not it Azer. Ang hindi ko lang matanggap ay pumayag ako sa ganoon. Now I look like a slut na kahit saan abutan ay ayos na.

"Tell me Amethyst. Hindi iyong binabaliw mo ako. I knew it, you like it. I can feel it, then why are you acting like what happened is just nothing to you?" It means a lot to me. You are the first guy in my life, and I don't think I can let any other man to enter my life the way I let you.

"I understand it. Everything is clear to me, huwag kang mag alala. It's nothing to me, I know how to handdle cases like this." Naramdaman ko kung paanong nagbago ang ekspresyon niya. Pati ang mahigpit na pagkuyom niya ng kanyang kamao.

I lied. I tried to sound pro as possible. I don't want to look miserable infront of him. Ayokong isipin niya na responsibilidad niya na ako dahil sa nangyari. Isa pa, we just make out. In our age, it's fine to explore things. Nasa tamang edad na kami kaya hindi na dapat big deal sa akin ang nangyari. I'm not a teenager anymore. What we felt earlier is all lust. I want to believe that it's all lust.

"Is that it," He looks untamed now, his black aura shouts how dangerous he is.

"I see, LA thought you a lot of things huh?" That made me shut. Ang totoo ay ilang beses akong naka experience ng pagbabar doon pero hanggang doon lang 'yon.

I didn't entertain any suitors kahit ang totoo ay may ilan sa kaklase at kakilala ko ang sumubok. I tried to focus on my study to forget. That's all I did there, kasi subukin ko man tumingin sa iba ay siya ang naiisip ko, kaya alam ko, hindi ko siya kayang kalimutan.

"You rest for now, lalabas lang ako."

Nasaktan ako sa sinabi niya, dahil sa inakto niya ay tunay na wala lang sa kanya ang nangyari. Parang tinusok ang puso ko sa sakit na dulot ng  salitang binitawan niya.