Beautiful Green Eyes

24 (him <3)

- 4 weeks later-

*Willow POV*

It's been four weeks without Connor , i'm still sad about my family gone but i've seen a medium and she told me that my mother is happy and she doesn't want me to stress about it and to take care of my brother. That helped me a lot but i'm still hurt that Connor lied to get me away from my parents then payed Raelyn to drop kick me in the bathroom. I do miss him and i will always love him but he needed to learn that you can't do that to someone and get away with it he was so selfish.

"Heey how are you gorgeouses it's meeeee annnd we are at the Grove say hi casper!" i pointed my vlog camera at him, yes i started vlogging 3 weeks ago i also have a main channel but i only upload on mondays over there so i only have 3 video's.

"Hi casper" he smiled to the camera. i giggled 

"Aleeexa , uh oh we lost her Casper!" i pointed the camera  around the mall and then i saw Alexa runnig out of Pacsun with a bag full of stuff. 

"What i have to do a haul on my main channel!" she exclaimed out of breath. 

"CRAP I HAVE TO GET A DRESS OR SOMETHING!" she yelled i looked at Casper confused and he returned the look 

" for the party we are going to tonight? you too forgot!?" she lectured

"uhh the party for Rebecca's new music video ... saturday?" her eyes were wide and Casper was like "da fuk?''  

"OH shit i remember i need an outfit!" i yelled pulling Alexa into the top shop i did my outro and we eventually picked out an outfit i turned my Camera back on to show them my tribal print black and white crop top , black mini skirt and my new black leather combat boots Alexa was wearing the same thing exept her top was white with black tribal print mine was black with white!

"Who's ready to party?" Alexa peered into the change room where i was showing off my outfit in front of the body mirror. i smiled and turned off my camera

all was good all was great until i wasn't looking and smacked right into the front of a muscular person. 

"shit , i'm sorry i didn't see you and i was vlogging for my youtu- i cut my self off

"Connor?" i jumped off of him 

"That's me?" he mumbled awkwardly i froze as he looked up into my eyes my jaw dropped. Alexa took her hand and pushed up on my chin so my mouth would close.

"c-can i talk to you ... Willow alone" Connor motioned me over to the corner so i walked 

"H-hi Connor" i stared down at my feet

"I see you started a Youtube channel?" he questioned rather awkwardly

"Yeah main and vlog channel" i half smiled

"I miss you" we both said at the same time and eye balled each other.

"But you hate me!"Connor's voice cracked

"I don't hate you. i said i wish i could but i will always love you and that we needed a break until i'm ready to exept the fact you payed your ex to kill me in the bath room after knowing i was pregnant" i said plainly

"I'm sorry and i didn't actually pay her or ask her to kill you i asked her to threaten you but i was still wrong for that i'm sorry Willow" he shoved his hands into his pockets

"Speaking of what gender is bean?" Connor changed the subject what the hell

"It's a girl" i rubbed my stomach 

"what's her name?" he stepped closer 

"Madison Zoie Franta" i rubbed my belly

"Gorgeous name for a gorgeous baby with a gorgeous mother" he smiled

"says you Mr.Hot stuff" i giggled

"can i hug you?' Connor asked randomly 

i stepped closer to him and he hugged me tightly

"i miss you , i miss your smell , i miss you hugs , i miss your smile , your giggle , your style , your cuddles , your kisses , your everything , you are my everything i need you to want me back it's been a month i'm so sorry i was so stupid i've changed i promse" Connor whispered into my ear causing me to tear up i couldn't let him do this to me. i  left his embrace and ran down the hall accidently bumping Jc's arm but i kept running out of the mall into the parking lot and got into the car. where i cried infront of Alexa and Casper.

"Whoah what happened" Alexa said looking up from her phone

"He pulled the i love you, i miss you , i've changed ,your my everything , let me help you i won't hurt you this time speech and it made me feel like shit " i cried into Caspers lap.

"Urh lets just get home and get dressed for Becca's party" Casper stroked my hair and whispered so only me and Alexa could hear.

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We arrived at Rebecca's party just in time we filmed her video and then we just turned it into a regular party , Connor was there but i didn't see him until his cereal scene it turns out they already did the beach scene and the walking into the house scene so all we did was the dance circle. That was finished so we turned different songs on it was 'no sleep' by Wiz khalifa my song was on Jc grabbed my arm and we break danced in the middle of the circle it was fun but he was better then i was i stopped dancing at age 15 so. 

"Last night i let the party get the best of me , wakin' up in the morning to hoes layin' next to me plus i heard an officer arrested me..." Me and Jc sang as we danced he then pulled me out of the circle and did a back flip he then brought me back in nd we did the two step , dougie and then some Miley girl started twerking it was funny i looked over at Connor he looked scared at this Miley girl his face looked disgusted. 

After that we all fist pumped to 'let it go' hey we are all kids at heart it was funny but then my break up song came on... crap

'Turn around' by Irration came on and i tried to leave but Connor pulled me to the middle of the circle and started singing

"It's hard I know, to let it go

I treated you so badly

I'm changing my ways just give me one more chance

I'm missing your love madly

Dying inside, I got to let you know that you were my heart. Yeah

So I'm making it clear before you're out that door, I'm not letting this go to chance

Can't let you go, I won't let you down, so won't you turn around

Can't let you go, I won't let you down, so won't you turn around

It's hard I know, to let it go

I treated you so badly

I'm changing my ways just give me one more chance

I'm missing your love madly

I'm dying inside to let you know that you were my heart. Yeah

So I'm making it clear before you're out that door, I'm not letting this go to chance" byt he end i was extremely close to him and he was crying i kissed him. I caved. i missed him . i love him.