Little Things | Hardik Pandya

The one with his side of the story.

Hardik's POV

" Won't be any different than it is now, would it?" I said and she ran out of the apartment grabbing her keys an phone.

Fuck

Fuck

What have I done

I should've ran after her but I didn't.

I just sat there, on the couch. With my head in my hands.

I didn't mean to say something like that to Reva.

God.

I'm such an idiot.

But she wasn't even listening to me and I wanted her to stay.
I practically begged her to stay.

I was going to tell mum and dad about us at the reception.

But Reva started arguing before I could tell her why I wanted her to stay.

I shouldn't have said that she keeps pestering me about things.

Because she doesn't.
She hasn't once forced me to talk about something That I didn't want to talk about.

I shouldn't have bought up Manish,
That was a cheap blow.

I trust her. I know she wouldn't have let him take her away from me.

But I did.

I don't know why.

Maybe,  I wanted her to feel what I felt.

I knew it would hurt her if I said anything about Manish, and it did.

I deliberately hurt her.

I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me.

I wanted to call her and tell her that I was sorry and I didn't mean it.

I wanted to hug her and kiss her like there's no tomorrow.

But I didn't,

I wasn't going to.

I knew if I called now, things would get worse.

Even if I didn't, they're gonna get worse anyway.

Maybe I need to get my head straight.

I was angry, and I have a tendency to say and do a lot of terrible stuff when I was  angry.

I regretted it immediately the next moment or the next morning ,

But I had to let some steam off.

I need to get Reva out of my head for now.

I got up from the couch and kicked the coffee table over in frustration.

My phone fell with it and I heard it vibrate.

My heart skipped a beat and I thought it was Reva but it wasn't.

I don't even know where she is.

Did she reach home safely?

Get her off your mind Hardik.

Stop thinking about her.

I let out a deep breath and opened the text.

It was from Eli.

She was this girl I met at the fashion show.
We walked together.

She was a model turned actress.

I could tell she was into me.

Hell, if I didn't like Reva, I would've asked her out.

But I liked Reva.