Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

020.

Once I finished the soup I got up to wash the bowl. As I walked to the kitchen Hoseok grabbed my wrist.

" Yoongi."

I turned around to look at him.

"Are you mad at me?"

I looked down and shook my head. Hoseok got up and hugged me tight. I stood there very confused.

"I don't want to lose what just we just started."

I didn't know how to react.
I had never been told that they didn't want to lose me.
I have always been the one left behind.
Abandoned.
Betrayed.
Forgotten.
This was a whole new feeling.
I felt warm.
Safe.
Loved.
I began to cry as all of these emotions began to crush on top of me.
I hugged Hoseok back tight.
I didn't want to lose him either. I never wanted to let go of him. I wanted to stay how we were forever.
Together.

"We're still friends right?"