Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

046.

We finished eating and left.

      "Now what?"

I asked Hoseok.

    "It's a surprise."

He smiled at me. I felt my anxiety growing. I don't like surprises.
We drove for a few hours to a place I had never gone before. The houses around here were huge. You could just smell the rich. My hands began to rub on my thighs. I had never been this nervous. We pulled up on to the drive way of the house all the way to the end. Hoseok turned the engine off and looked at me.

    " This is my parents house."

Fuck.

    "My dad is on a business trip so only my mother is home."

Fuck.

    "I want you to meet her."

Fuck.
Hoseok took a deep breath.

    "She has never met anybody I've been in a relationship with."

Fuck. Fuck.

     "You truly are special to me. I want you to be the first she ever meets."

Fuck.

    "And hopefully the last."

He held my hand tight.

    "Don't be nervous. Just be yourself. I'm sure she's love you as much as she loves me."

How the fuck do I not get nervous?

     "Look the worst she might do is over feed you, but no matter what happens in there I will still love you, okay?"

Fuck.