Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

021.

I froze.
This was just a friendship to him. I didn't know friends made out, went on dates, and almost fucked.
What the fuck was wrong with him. I didn't understand him at all. I thought what was going on between us was serious, but now I don't know what to think. I just knew I wanted to die. I wanted to kill him.

I pulled away from him.
I tried my best to smile at him.

     "Here let me help you."

I took both bowls and walked into the kitchen. I sat back down. I watched him as he washed the dishes.
He was too good.
Too good to be real.
Too good to be with me.
I began to feel stupid for believing that we were something more than friends. He could have anyone. Why would he choose me?

Once he was done he dried his hands. He took a look at his watch.

     "Wow time really does fly."

He smiled.
I smiled back.

     "Well, I should get going I have some buissnes to attend to."

I nodded.
We walked together to the door.
I opened it for him.

      " Thanks. See you soon."

      "Thank you too."

We waved at each other and I closed the door.
Before I even let go of the door handle someone knocked.
I opened it and Hoseok was there.

     "I forgot something."

I was confused.
The only thing he had brought was the tupperware where the soup was and he had it in his hands.
He suddenly pulled me really close.
Cupped my face and kissed me.

     "Okay, now I'll leave."

I stared at him as he waved good-bye. I slowly put my hand up and waved back.