Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

083.

Hoseok and I were cuddling on the couch watching T.V.

        "Yoon we will be back later."

I turned back to look at them.

         "Date?"

They nodded at the same time.
The three of us laughed and Hoseok pretended he didn't hear anything.

         "Drive safe."

I said as we waved good-bye.
I sat on Hoseoks lap.

         "What's up with you?"

He just stared at me and didn't say anything.
I cupped his face and brought it close to mine.

        "Tell me what's wrong."

        "I miss you Yoongi."

I smiled.

        "I miss you too, but we're here now. Together."

He smiled back at me and nodded.
I squished his face.

        "You're so cute."

He pushed me so he was on top of me now.

        "I'm not cute."

I laughed and tapped his nose with my index finger.

        "Yes you are."

He smiled and shook his head. He brought his face really close to mine.

        "You're the cute one."

I pecked his lips and put my hand on the side on his face.

        "I love you Hoseok."

         "Really?"

He had never questioned my love for him before, it felt strange.

         "Of course."

         "Since when?"

         "Since the first time I saw you."

         "How much?"

         "A lot."

         "How much is a lot?"

I smiled.

         "More than you could ever imagine."

He kissed me. I wrapped my hands around his neck. I felt his hand begin to creep up my shirt, his touch on my bear skin was warm.
He let go on my lips and moved down to my neck. I shut my eyes. He put his leg between my thighs. There was a sudden pain on my left leg. I stopped him.

       "Fuck."

I began to rub my leg.
Hoseok turned at me worried.
I laughed at myself for still being sore.

        "What's wrong?"

        "Nothing, its just Kook and I.."

I stopped myself.
I can't spoil the surprise for Hoseok.

         "You and Jungkook what?"

He looked mad.

         "...We were carrying groceries and I hurt my leg on the stairs, that's why it hurts."

I hated lying to Hoseok, but it was with good intentions.
He didn't look convinced.
Hoseok got up and picked up his jacket.

        "I should get going."

I nodded looking at the floor.
He kissed my forehead and left.